I know you want me to be happy, but how do I recognize myself without the pain I have devoted my entire life to?

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In a parallel universe,
Maybe I am still whole.

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Why are we still burning ourselves in the ashes of the love we lost?

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You are the architect of your life and only you are responsible for how your life turns out to be.

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The day you have to chase after someone,
Beg for a mere few minutes of their time,
Is when you realise that, they were never yours.

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The pain, the grief, the sadness,
That you continue to hold on to,
Is not making you any stronger,
Only letting go will, so let go,
You owe it to yourself.

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I am alive.
But I don't want to be, because my breath is the only thing that is keeping me away from you.

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Mamma says that you are in heaven now. I know that it's a way better place than earth, obviously!

But could you please comeback to hug me one last time and tell me that I am not alone and that I am going to be okay without you?

Could you please just come back, one last time for me?

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I had a plan, I always do.
A plan on how would I move on after you were gone.
The memories I have of you, are all that keep me attached to you.
So won't I lose you all over again if I move on?

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In your eyes I see everyone, but me.

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