Tumhare daga pe kya hi dukh manaye
Barish ne bhi sath chhoda aansuyon ko bin chhupaye

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Raat hai.
Balcony hai.
Moneyplant hai.
Hawa bhi chal rhi dheeme se.

Gaane baj rhe.
Sutta bhi hai hath me.

Aur ek khwahish nikli asmaan k taraf...tum abhi miloge kya?!

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us din ruk jana hi behtar tha
tum chup hojaoge yeh dar tha

tumne haan kaha nahi na
maine haan hi tha suna

ekdin halke se tum aage badh gaye
phir kabhi mujhe aayi neend na

bewajah ruke rahe dono
kaise pata kaun tha laparwah

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I have the strength no more to hold the door
I've let the floodgates open now.
I'm doped like the chimney smoke
I've turned deaf to my conscience somehow.

I opened the gates and stepped aside to watch hell break loose.
I want to play on loop my days, every mistake I did choose.

I don't have the will to get up anymore
I don't have the faith to rise above
I don't have the reason to try and change

To start the wheel once again?
And end up broken, yet again?

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Open corridors.
A sunny balcony with flower pots.
The air in our room still stuffy in the month of may.
I open my eyes to a few feeble sun ray.

Then turn around to hug you in sleep.
You move with my touch, faint mumble on your lip
Your nimble fingers rise and under them I slip.

Second time when I open my eyes, I see you sitting right beside.
Scrolling through your phone in a joyful Sunday home.
You look at me and then you smile...till date it puts an arrow right inside.
You put down your phone and snuggle up some more.
Maybe kisses this time...before we doze.

The next time I open my eyes,
I see you sitting on the chair,
have taken a bath - in wet hair,
Your legs casually resting with mine.

That is my life. I want it now. Give it back to me.
Or just tell me how!?

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all day I have work to do,
I am tired like you.
Yet I stay up
and pull off one task maybe two.

But then just,
as I must go to bed, take some rest;
His ping beeps,
my heart skips a beat in my chest!

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Remember you have been ignored. Remember you have been deprioritized!

Remember if you don't declare your worth noone else is going to!
Remember you are complete in yourself, and they don't deserve you!!

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I put on a face masque.





I put on a face mask!!


*Not every quote has to be philosophical!!

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I take a small break then look again!

For every drop of sweat
is a step towards my gain!

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my inhibitions and filled me up with hope!
You see I was chasing spring
during the fall...
and October turned out to be
my conscience's call!!

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