they walked together along the shore,
made small talks & laughed.
He was sort of self indulgent man who draws you with charm & cream cake words.
But for her it was splendid journey that ignites her, was happening.
Anyway a pang in her heart hit so sharp, she gasped, wondering how can a person possibly change within short span of time, was that friendship to love path there between or was just a dream that's haunting her every time, whether she changed or he ?
As everything fallen apart when the affairs ended.-
then assert it, darling;
that it was not okay at all to feel horribly empty.
She was freaking out.
Misunderstood by him for her slippery slope between her "words" and precisely what they "mean".
PAUSE...!!!
Doom has it's spiciest onus.
There always exist the feeling of alignment and intimacy that just goes beyond physical attraction, spending fun time together, surface-level to intellectual conversation.
But this time they sat together for few more moments & absolutely there's nothing to say. It was not very usual as the entire conversation took place in silence because the heart has it's own language.
They reconnected themselves on deeper soul level securely.-
Happiness is everywhere round here, but something bothering, hard to be explained right?
You totally get the reason but mere understanding doesn't in anyway help you get out. Just burst out of the bubble as because you are torturing yourself inside and temporarily swabbing then dabbing the bleeding wounds won't heal rather clot. Let the wounds get healed by proper healer!-
Then I need to buy some postcards to send and I would put down something like this...
Dear Hope,
It's bit crazy to ask you, "why do you reside in all of us until we die?" we know that one can't change or alter whatsoever going around us. Probably, I know the that, 'why do we always carry hope?' for best results maybe it gives us the reason to live and without it we all be like dead corpse living life.
Your's
Bleak-
Tell me why him?
Why not someone else?
She replied; to her subconscious with sturdy face and mischievous eyes being heartily ashamed of her ignorance; 'yes he is the most toxic guy and for some reason I'm attracted to bad and toxic one'.
Then with a warm smile, she whispered; "Let's fall in love for the night and forget in the morning and now this is my definition of attachment".
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when sometimes manipulative people say they will help you but want something in return, that you only find out (about it) later, when they pull the "you owe me card". I never accept unsolicited help for myself, without asking, 'what is this costing me ?' Not because I don't want to be indebted, but because I want to know if I am indebted by the helper or not.
But no offense sooner you will learn how to draw the line in those situations.-
Oh man! It's not abnormal...you can get ‘em even so just target.
My eyes flickered,
peace of mind had awakened and hounding me behind my own thoughts,
bewitching under a spell of anxiety, spilling out all my worries that I stored.
I probably don't know how to guide and gird in present.
But guess I can empty my head only by swigging a bottle of whiskey.
Cheers to life!!!
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no matter what it is of...
is always tough, alarming and spine-chilling...
Then what happened ???
Not to worry.
Not to be in hurry.
Take tiny, woobly, baby steps in your actions and geared up with confidence while defying all odds then soon you'll reach your destination and become a master!-
fall into scotch mist...
through deciduous trees hooked up with green world;
having wings coloured yellow, orange, brown kissing eachother on ground.
Sun shines upon the lucky ones of my circle.
Aahh I can hear the whispers of autumn,
sighing softly.
I can now feel the scent of nature,
the most erotic thing I've ever seen.
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