Sometimes I wish I could erase this day from the calendar, but what does one do of the memories !
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I suck, I agree I do!
Trying to do away with one flaw but end up finding two.
You are right, nothing good can ever come out of me,
But I will try, for the rest of my life to be worthy of you baby.
I am horrid, I agree I am, honey!
Always bugging you with my messed up life, please don't hate me.
I won't annoy you anymore, I promise, I wouldn't,
I will bestow all my happiness on you and bear all your pain if I could.-
Dear heart, when will you learn not to expect?
Now that you know, you won't be loved back, will you stop being a masochist?
Your wishful thinking of being cared for as much as you do,
has broken us into pieces yet again, held together somehow by a lousy glue.
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Happiest Birthday, Papa!
I know you are watching us from heaven,
I know you’ve filled it up there with your infectious laughter, sipping on your coffee discussing politics with exuberance.
Not a day passes by that I don't miss you and wish you were here,
But with every day that passes I seem to miss you more.
I would give anything to have you back for a while,
I miss the way you said 'buddhu chand' and how that always made us smile.-
You are the apple of my eye,
The love that I have for you will never die.
Your tears feel like slashes of knife,
No wonder I can't see you cry.
Baby you are the only one I don't mind dancing to your tunes,
As all are stars and you are my only Moon.-
the pain, your callousness cause,
but my love outweighs the agony,
& with folded hands, I accept all my flaws.
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the angst of losing you was haunting me from dusk till dawn,
I wanted to hear your voice and feel your soothing embrace,
but I had loneliness sucking the life out of me instead.-
Life is indeed a great leveller!
One moment it's all smiles,
The very next minute grimace prevails.
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There's no point being with someone who tolerates you,
Rather be with someone who always waits for you.-