Acha shuncho?
Bhablam ajke abar chotto ekta chithi likhi tomai
Beshi birokti korchi na toh?
Ajkal khub eka eka lage jano
Kichu tei mon ta ke bujhate parchi na
Shob kichu jeno ghure ghure ashche…
Thak charo oshob kotha toh hote thakbe…
Accha tomar ki mone ache shei balcony shajanor shopno ta?
Amader chotto ghorer, ekti konai chotto shundor balcony..
Thik amader mone moton kore shajabo bhebechilam tai na?
Fairy lights, onek phool er gach, choto choto jinish ar tomar vintage collection’r music player.
Office thike eshe ratre amader priyo gaan chaliye du cup chaa niye nistobdho kichu muhurto katanor kotha chilo okhane.
Koto ki korbo bole bhebe rekhechilam amra bolo?
Shob keno jeno hariye gelo hotat?
Dekhecho purono shopnor kotha Likhte giye jeno chokhe jol eshe porlo…
Ager chithi te ekta anurodh korbo bolechilam mone ache?
Asha korchi anurodh ta rakhbe bole…
Rasta akhono thik chinlam na bole hath jemon chere dao ni amar;
Asha korchi gaan er hath tao thik orom shokto bhabe dhore rekhecho…
Balcony te na hi holo akhoner jonno,
Tao bolchi ekta tomar priyo gaan shunabe ki ajke amai?
~Ankita Bhowmick❤️
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Aaj khub mone porche tomar
Kono ek moner konai khub koshto jeno hoche
Tomar kichu priyo gawa gaan shunchilam,
Amader kichu hashi thattar muhurto mone pore gelo
Bhaloi toh chilam tai na bolo?
Keno jani hotat shob bodle gelo
Thak ajke eishob na hi bollam…
Asha korchi bhalo acho ar cigarette ta kom khaccho
Accha tomar nodi’r jotno nicho toh?
Akhono mone pore tomar ar amar shei nodi ke niye jhogra ta..
Koto ta boka chilam bolo amra…
Jano mon khub kore chupti kore boshe du cup chaa niye tomar gaan shunbo bole
Ar joto shopno shonge dekhechilam ogulo niye khub golpo korte
Jano majhe majhe Icche khub hoi ekshate tomar shei pochondor jagae jawar
Kintu tumi toh janoi rasta koto ta bhalo chini ami!
Acha shuncho?
Ekta proshno kori? Kharab peyo na jeno..
Mone ki aajo pore amar na ki shob sriti muche felecho…
Anurodh ekta korbo ki?
Thak porer barer jonno tola roilo anurodh ta
Shomoy niye esho onek kotha thaklo baki.
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Aaj rihaa kar rahi hu tujhe is pinjre se
Yeh sochkar ki,
khush rahega tu mere na hone se
Khush rahega tu mere chale jane se...
Humare raste aalag hue toh kya?
Yaadon meh toh humesha tum mere hi rahoge.
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Inside me.
The morning isn't good in here.
The sky is gloomy, dark and depressive.
The clouds don't look happy,
And the birds look missing.
It's drizzling at times and lightening heavy the other giving me a defeatist feeling.
The rainstorm is pulling me apart.
The high wind shall uproot amd discard my lone impetus left to live.
Inside me today it's ill-lit, crest-fallen and dingy.
Maybe i am living at the cost of losing myself this very day.-
Shob daag mele jaye na,
Kichu kichu moner kono ek konai theke jaye.-
What is a bad day?
A bad day is not when you can't wake up because you're sleepy,But because the demons inside you are wide awake and you can't fight them at this time.
A bad day is not when you are sad but when grief creeps inside you and you can't hide it.
A bad day is not when you are angry & bitter but when you know nothing about that exasperation.
A bad is when you are scared to stand infront of that mirror you used to admire the most.
A bad is when the table is loaded with your favorite dishes yet you don't have the appetite.
A bad is not when you play your sad songs but when those songs no longer make you feel.
A bad is not when you like to write but when you want to scribble deeper with the darkest shade.
A bad day is when there is numbness within you.
A bad day is not when you think nobody understands you, it's when you don't recognize and try to run away from your ownself.
And a bad day can be any day,
It comes without warning just like the unseasonal rain and thunderstorm,
You got to stand strong.-
Ok to not feel ok??
It's ok to take leave on days when you feel the void in your own head.
It's ok if you don't feel the sunflower in you on days instead the thorns of the roses.
It's ok to have a happy morning but a gloomy Sunday afternoon.
It's ok to see the blue river and yet have a numbness.
It's ok on days to fight your weak questionable self.
It's ok to feel not ok,
Just to feel acceptably ok the next day.-
Somewhere out there on this cold cozy eventide,
Under the blanket of stars and with the breeze blowing steadily,
While you sit there on the rooftop with your cigarette and guitar alone tonight...
Singing the favorite part of our favorite song,
I hope your eyes are as wet as mine,
I hope your heart hurts as bad as mine,
And you can't but just reminisce all that has been lost and gone in a while.-
Tomar ghorir kata ta olpo shomoy'r jonno thammiye debe?
Ei jotilota jibon theke kichu khon er jonno mukto hote chai.
Kichu kotha, tomar gaan, duto chayer hari ar olpo shomoy, beshi dabi nei shotti bolchi.
Shei bikel er adda, hashi, thatta ajkal khub mone porche,
Shei shonar muhurto gulo jeno firey firey ashche.
Hoito ar pasha pashi nei tumi ar ami,
Kintu chokher jol muche fellei ki shob shriti bhalobasha muche fela jaye?
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The last letter...
Dear love,
Its 3.17 am of 5th june today. Everyone is asleep and so are you. I am unhappy with you. Everything you do makes me unhappy sad and hate you. I dont even know if i love you any longer. All i now know is i have given up on you. From today at this time of the day we no longer are together emotionally. I am alone and i dont need you. I no longer will ask you for anything. Neither your hand to walk a mile with me nor your time and efforts to hold me. Setting you free and letting me he happy. Holding the door for you. You can have your own way.
From your,
not-so-exceptional love♥️-