darkness i admire
with moonlight

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I felt hate towards ppl in my country
and I questioned myself
that if i hate them so much
then why m i living here?
N answer was clear
M living for those
Who sacrificed their whole Life
for the nation
for the soil where m living,,,

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.......

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I felt hate towards ppl in my country
In this Republic Day
I questioned myself
If i hate them so much
Why m i living here then...
N answer was clear
M living for those
Who sacrificed their whole Life
for the nation
for the soil where m living

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That unfulfilled dreams
Took away
my hope
my faith
and reason to live for

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I am running here and there
carrying wait of pain,
searching peace in dark
but pain in heart not leaving apart;
want to scream,
want to cry,
want to burn
hell in the night.
Not to hold,
not to lose
burried pain in the heart

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I wake up every day
to live
coz that's the only choice
I have

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Do you know
what's in mind
when one thinks to die?

Do you know
how darkness feels
after light?

Do you know
What freedom is
after living all lies?

Do you know
how to trust
after putting all faith on lie?

I am caged
I am sucked
I am blind
and I don't know
how to be fine
Coz I am living
all lie

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What are you thinking?
Nothing, just admiring.
Admiring what?
Beauty of darkness
with moon light,
admiring grey sky
With full of stars,
admiring my thoughts
In lonely night.

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Through writing
I seek
my lost self
in chaos

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