With you,
I was never selfish,
I chose you over and
over again,
But I also chose your choices
over and over again
Yet I wasn't one of them.-
A Hope to meet you
at the end of it all,
A Hope for our worlds to meet
while holding onto our dreams-
You said you'll come in 5.
I hoped it was 5 seconds,
but I thought you said 5 minutes.
It looks like you need 5 hours.
It's been 5 weeks now,
and I walked away after 5 months.
It took me 5 years but now
I am in my 5th relationship,
happily married
and you still ain't here.-
Sometimes I think, "Why did I fall for you?"
Sometimes I complain, "Wasn't I good enough for you?"
Sometimes I weep, "Why couldn't you love me back?"
But then I realise,
"Otherwise, I would never have written a book..
I would never have published it,
and I would never have been what I am now..."
And that moment, the name of my book becomes worthwhile,
'Things happen for a reason'-
Heart is bursting out inside,
Eyes are shedding tears inside,
All I wanna do is cry out ,
Fall onto some arms,
Hear sweet nothings...
And sleep off to the dreamworld,
where nothing goes wrong
and everything is just perfect.-
....Dark as the sky
on a new moon
Those tears like a stream
blood red
and as hot as the steam...-