I want to run away to save myself from being eaten
by some demons inside my mind.
They are devouring a part of me everyday,
Killing... But not letting me die.
I don't find a place where I can hide me.
If you know, please do this favor to me.
Will you?
I asked my bother.
He thinks, I'm getting mad, is it?
I asked my mother,
She thinks, I'm overburdened by my stuffs and therefore need some rest, do I?
I asked my father,
He says, I should get out of these kiddish things and behave maturely, should I?
I tried to ask this my bestie,
She says nothing, she thinks nothing, she does nothing.
She doesn't have time to decipher my silence.
None of them understands how savage I'm becoming.
If I'm smiling without any complaints,
for them, everything is normal and satisfying...
I don't complain anymore,
I don't fight anymore,
I don't laugh anymore,
I don't want to write anymore...
But they don't care.
For them, I'm happy as usual.
Nothing has changed!
Dude, I've lost myself!
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