Communicate?
No!
It's all about comprehend.
And me?
I don't do either.
I suppose,
I accuse,
I retrieve,
The words they never told.
I weep and I sob but never keep on with hope.
I cry and I cry,
But never give the right try.
Cuz me?
I'm a void who never felt enough.
And they?
They're the light I'd never see.
Never did I blame anyone for deceiving,
I'm the one who is self recuperating.
Yeah I know I'm the bad one
Cos these demons in my head are eating my soul.
I wonder if I'd ever be whole?
Matured?
Guess No!
I'm so dumb,
I'm so numb,
Tired of playing the tough.
And that one should get none but what they seek for.
I ain't someone who'd ever be enough.
The better me?
Well she's lost in a trance.
Somewhere this me would never take a glance.

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Swollen eyes and concealed scars told the tale hidden beneath grins and laughs.

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The 'Don't Go' I said had the stream of feelings you couldn't detect.
The emptiness I felt was the matter of intuition you'd never get.
The layers I'm yet to unveil are emotions you wouldn't expect.
The eyes glooming red in the mirror hide the tears I could no longer hold.
The whimpers and sobs stimulated every breath leaving me cold.
The silence concealed every scar and stories of pain I've never told.

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If I say, "I want to speak."
Will you be willing to listen it all?
If I say, "I'm tired of deceiving myself."
Will you be consoling my heart?
If I say, "I can't hold it in anymore."
Will you bear seeing me be vulnerable for once?
If I say, "I don't wanna stay here in dark."
Will you follow my path?

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Talking to the ceiling in the dark,
Holding all these unanswered questions in my heart,
With a flicker of hope you gave in the start,
Am I becoming tsundere in the cast?
But I want this to pass,
Please don't last.

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Chal fir ek nayi safar ki shuruat krte h
Kuch nayi rahein chunte h
Thoda khud se pyaar krte h
Ek arsa ho gya h gum ko thaamte hue
Chal ek baar fir beparwah hote h
Kuch naye sawalon ki talaash krte hai
Kuch khushiyo ki aas krte h
Haath thaam le ab Roshni ka
Ek dafa kosis to kr
Chor de in andhero ko
Thoda khud pe Vishwas to kr
Chal aaj in rangon me khote h
In hawaon ki panah me sote h
Chal ek baar fir
Saath baith thodi tujhse thodi khud se baat krte h
Fir ek nayi safar ki shuruat krte h
Nayi rahein chunte h
Thoda khud se pyaar krte h
Chal fir ek nayi shuruat krte h

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They thought, they broke her down with the words they said,
Little did they know, her heart was ripped with a single thread.

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No one's here for you to hold, this world is just a place for feelings to be sold.
Cheer up and let go of the things that hurt 'cos no one else can console your heart.
Permanency is not a drink to swallow, everything's transient, even the the griefs that make you hollow.

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I see life is all about changes, big or small, eternal or transient. Life teaches us that we can't hold onto things, people, pleasures, pain, assets, feelings or even memories. The one who learns the art of moving forward and letting go grows. Every now and then we face situations which proves there is no such thing as permanency or eternity. What we can do is to hold onto ourselves and keep moving rather than seeking for some fragile permanency. All we need to do is not to lose our ownself amidst the change.

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I'm a silhouette of the person I once was,
A corpse of what used to be alive.
Hollow with my profound existential crisis,
Tinted black with these demons in my mind,
I'm a pathetic frozen ice with no passion or drive.
The glory of warmth and happiness has left my side.
I'm an intruder on what once was a safe ground,
Replaced 'em all with self-depreciation and doubt.
I'm a bearer of shade and gloom.
Nothing but a corpse walking down its doom.

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