And maybe we got too lost in a little world made by us to realise that we can never defy destiny,
because it was just moments ago when we promised to be together for life that our dreams turned into a tragedy,
So I wonder if love is strong enough to overcome all the obstacles in our way, else how could I lose you to this worst reality?
But I will find you again in the next life, because my darling, didn't we vow to be lovers for eternity.

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Can you?

Walking on a path that I knew was never for me
makes it even harder to change the lanes,
maybe because it was a choice I made at the start of the journey
or maybe because it was already too late when I realised,
whatever might be the reason, sometimes I wonder, how could I
fall for someone who never even thought of loving me,
but aren't I to blame for loving someone who was nothing but kind
to me because after all the times you made my heart race, you were
just being nice to me like you are to everyone else,
I know I was never the special one, neither will I be in future,
but how can I ever stop loving you when you are the one who
taught me the true meaning of kindness,
I will be happy to let you go if you have someone who loves
you like I never did, but can I ask for one last thing,
please let me hold on to the memories that we
once made together, can you let me do so?
Can you?

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"Are you happy" my inner self asked,
seeking for the answer wasn't
the hardest part but then I
wondered, "what is happiness?"
Is it a smile that appears on its own
or is it a feeling of contentment one
experiences after unwinding stress,
Is it finding stability when one's
mind is in turmoil
or is it trying new things that
become memories forever,
I don't know but for today,
My happiness is letting out my
thoughts without any boundaries
or maybe it is the blue
that speaks for me,
serene yet so full of life.

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Language of Pain:

Spoken by few but felt by all,
language of pain is learnt by
bittersweet experiences of our lives;
Pain is not given or taken, it is
felt deep within our hearts,
Even if you never wished for it,
it's a need, a want that defines
your existence in this world;
And that's why some are left behind,
shattered and broken because it is
the pain that scarred them for life,
While some make it through till
the end, healing by themselves
because they know that scars are
beautiful, they always have been;
It is this language of pain we all
share in common because
pain is essence of our life, isn't it?

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FOREVER AND ALWAYS

Growing up, I believed in all the vows
that ended with 'forever and always'.
Until the moment I almost lost you,
it made me realise that we would
never hold on to someone so hard
if we knew 'forever' existed.
Nothing is certain in this life, so
darling I'm gonna love you like it's
our last breath and hold you close
every second we're together.
And don't you dare even think of
letting me go cause darling,
I'm gonna love you like
I'm gonna lose you.

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Love, such a strange feeling, isn't it?Unforeseen and uncoming uncanny, it finds you in your darkest days and takes you to the highest skies, but the moment you walk away, everything falls apart and you lie there alone, lonelier than before.
Maybe, I never really loved you the way you did, but the moment you left, I felt this agonizing pain taking over my whole body and no matter how hard I tried, it's reason was unfathomable. And even if letting you go wasn't my choice, not when my hands had been shackled by the people around me, maybe, I never really fought for us the way you did. I know it's too late, but
now I realise, it was not 'right person but wrong time', it was 'right person but wrong choice', choice of letting you go without even trying.

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Tell me do you not feel it too

The anticipation of the moment
when our eyes meet across the room,
The warmth around us when you
look at me and I hold your stare,
The sense of comfort lingering
in the silence between us,
The growing affection as we
take a step closer to each other,
Tell me love, do you not feel it too?

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Nobody gets through life
without experiencing a heartbreak,
At least once in life, your heart
gets broken by a person who
didn't even realize how his
single action scarred you for life,
the worst part isn't him being unaware
of the consequences of his actions,
It's actually him not being there for
you when needed him the most.
And, it's not just your lover or
your life-partner, but anyone you
trusted with all that you had
only to be stomped on later,
It can be your friend or even your
family and that's really heart-rending.

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It would be expectations from others,
For disappointment is just a small part,
but you feel agonizing pain when
they are broken by the people
who you loved the most.

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And it happened again, the
moment I looked in the mirror
she was staring right back at me,
as if I was her only companion
in this whole world, at first she'd
just stare but then I felt her
whispers lurking in the darkness,
sometimes she'd say "you're
insignificant" and sometimes,
"you don't deserve to be loved",
maybe it was how her words
echoed in my mind that I
started believing in her,
and by the time I realised my self-
esteem was already in the ruins,
Now, standing behind the mirror,
she's smiling at me like she would
never let me go; my other side.

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