As I lay beside you,
Listening to your stories
Trying to get whatever warmth I can get, coz I know its her’s your heart, your mind, your smiles,
I can smell her from your sweater,
I chose to ignore it, coz ignorance is a bliss...
And in this moment you are mine, even if you are pretending…..
I really want to show people around me that I am not as happy as I show it to be….
The smile I constantly wear is not always genuine,
That “I am fine” is not always true,
But again, I don’t really want them to see me like this as its more complicated as I don't show it to be...
"Love me, mourn me, and then let me go, this cycle of pain of yours must end now" she said as i watched her eyes dimmed to nothing ness. But i know millennia and miles can't seperate us ,as i will go through space and time to just fall in love with you again
I just wanna scream out my pain and hardships to the world, but then, i don't want people to know i am vulnerable right now, and ask me question to what i don't have answers for.....
You'll never know how amazing our story would be if you still choose to be stubborn... And i will wonder the rest of my life why i wasn't enough, to make you choose me..