Interaction after a decade
It was a regular evening for a class 9 year old student untill his phone rang..

"Hey, I am your classmate Chahat "
with a very exciting yet in a confused tone he replied.."Chahat... which one? "
"How many you know off" in an agitating tone she questioned.
"Maybe 2 of them as of now" in a convincing tone.
"Achaa leave this tomorrow is our Geography exam so can you thoroughly revise the chapters once again"
although the exam was not so important for a student like him yet he said
"Chill baba will do it"

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He looked at her
the way she needed to be looked at

as if the entire world would sink
and he wouldn't blink.

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I dont know if she's the one,but I dont mind her taking my stuffs and never return back.
I dont mind when she messes with my hair and leaves me like an idiot in front of everyone.

I dont mind if she's the one,but she makes me happy even in my coldest days.

I dont know if she's the one,but all my secrets seems stories told to her without a pause,there are even days when we fight like a fourteen year old kid over a chocolate.

I dont know if she's the one,but she makes me realize even downs are easy,she sings me my fav songs,bring chocolates,makes me sleep in the call on those days when I barely reply to her texts.

I dont know if she's the one,but she fights with me for the last bite of an ice cream but on same days seen her fighting against her family for me.

I dont know if she's the one,but she makes the same ringtone different when its her,she makes me feel everything is different when she's there.

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You looking at her,she looks back and the poem continues.

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She looked at me
when she played her favorite song
I dont remember the music
But I remember the taste of her lips

It had the storm with a slip of calmness
see you soon she whispered in my ears

And left

that was my best night
not for the time we spent
but for the kiss and the promise she gave
to make me fall in the infinite loop of time

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I may be miles away and maybe we have lost our bond but trust me I am still yours and will be.

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I want a simple life,
have a soft heart

head resting on your shoulder,
while you hold my hand

you are the queen of my mum's story
and the aurora of the poles

you are that shooting star in my life,
which I missed by a second

I won't break you and let you flow in the infinite space,
although my heart is still broken

I want you to stay up in the sky shinning like the north star
visible to me every night.

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I was shattered,I was lost
completely dipped in pain
My heart was broken by my past

Untill,
I saw you among the mass
I was afraid to make a move
As memories of my past became
the roots

With the amount of pain I faced in my past
I was doubtful,if ever I will get a new start
I waited for you to take a step
I dont know how,but you took my pain at last
It was you that made me feel alive
And finally I started coming back on line

I gathered courage from my past
And thus gave it a chance at last

I heard we truly love once in lifetime,
But after meeting you,I am sure I can love you for a lifetime.

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Its been 5 years now,things aren't the same.The messy wardrobe which was full of your clothes is now clean and tidy,empty walls are now filled with wall hangings and our portraits.The fridge is filled with choclates,juices and healthy stuffs and all the beer bottles have been dumped.
From then I tried various fashion styles like colouring my hair,wearing customize dresses.
Yes,I did colour my hair but that was just for my satisfaction,firstly it was yellowish brown then choclate brown and finally dark brown which I kept for almost a month and then I shifted back to black.
One day you explained me about my habits both the good and bad one.It took me seconds to understand that I shouldn't posses or practise the bad ones because you were always there to stop me but now when you aren't there to stop me I never thought it would be so damn difficult.
Honestly speaking I dont drink,like seriously I don't,but sometimes I have Breezer just to remind myself what could possibly be the taste of alcohol.

Ummm....what!!???

Ok!!!

Let me explain please.See there are 3 stages of leaving.One is the time when you recently have a break up and become a devdas with bottles and packs of ciggarette.

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It was late night when the entire city was sleeping and there was complete silence.
Suddenly a shrill voice broke my sleep and I sat on the bed and found her sitting on the arm chair with eyes wide open.I rubbed my eyes and went near her and asked "What happened Desire?? Are you ok???"
In a very low tone she replied "I am perfectly all right,its just that I am not feeling sleepy."
I sat on the ground and held her hand and asked "Tell me whatever you are feeling,trust me you will feel more light"
She looked into my eyes and said "We should break up"
It took me some time to digest that she just said what I heard.
She said "I am done with you,I have heard a lot of things from other people about you,your past and everytime it is not possible for me to listen all those crap again and again."
I still couldn't utter a single word and silently listened to her.
She paused for a while and finally said "Dont you have anything to say ?"
I looked down and left her hands and said "What can I say,you have already made up your mind that we should break up"
"But you also understand that I am a human too which feels pain as any other human"

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