I know you so very little
But I know you're mine
I have been around the world
There's no one like you

I cannot express what you mean to me
Perhaps you are what I've longed for
Finding you is finding me
From the day I met you it feels as though........

My heart skips a beat when I hear your name
These restless feelings
These impatient feelings
Cannot be quietened as day breaks or night falls

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You forced yourself on her, along with your touch.
She pleaded for you to stop, but you still wouldn't get off
She closed her eyes tightly, wishing she was somewhere else.
Wishing someone had been there to help.

But she was on her own, with you as company.
You were suppose to be taking care of her, maybe in your own way you did.
Since then, time has passed.
But she still feel your Cold lips, and rough touch of your hands.

Throughout those years, why do you keep on doing this to me? She thought.
She wanted to cry when it happened but you don't like tears, so she held it in.
While feeling tainted inside, She trusted you and believed in you.
But I guess that didn't cross your mind.

So what did you do?
You took her pride and happiness away.
Her Sense of security, Her Innocence.
Just to get a little piece of her.

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When will you notice me?

What do I have to do to get you to notice me?
Change my hair, the way I walk?
My clothes, the way I talk?
We've known each other for some time now,

Yet I'm still invisible to you.  
My feelings run deep and how
I wish you only knew.
I see your face every time I close my eyes.

To me, you just seem so different from the other girls.
To you, I'm just a friend,
Nothing more, nothing less.
I settle for friendship in the end

Because I don't want to make a mess.
Instead, I'll keep my secret to myself 
And take my pride back off the shelf.
Until one day you finally see 

That you and I were meant to be.
I'll wait for now but not too long
Because sooner or later I'll be gone.
So when will you notice me?

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Fantasized Love

There is punishment for every mistake.
If you are destined for sadness,
There is always a reason.
All my pain has conjured in my tears.

My tears don't stop trickling down.
My beloved is nowhere.
What seems like reality,
Turns out to be an illusion.

A saga that was bound for twist,
Has ended.
I forgot, so she did.
How do I tell everyone about this?

I've slowly compromised myself.
I've slowly controlled myself.
It's your fault, my heart!
Why did you trust her.

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Two seasons has passed.
The summer in which we met seems remote as a dream.
That place was too hot in the day,
And too cold at night. And I liked you.

We were blindly in love with each other.
We were too hot and too cold.
Will I be able to forget that?
I'm sorry I had to run away like this.

I'm sorry that I lied that I will wait for you.
You were the only good thing that happened to me.
Now I'm really going to disappear like last night's dream.
It was good to see you in that dream.

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I've small dreams.
Dreams have songs.
Songs have life,
Love and affection.
BECAUSE IT'S YOU
I don't dream any longer,
That's without you.
I'm finally saying,
What I didn't so far.

I want to live in your dreams,
Because I want to.
I can't live without you.
I don't exist without you.

If I seperate from you,
I will lose myself.
Because it's you,
We can't stay away a moment.

I live only for you.
All my time is devoted to you.
I can't live a moment without you.
Each breath is just for you.

I have surrendered myself,
Your loyalty supported me.
It cured all my pain.
My destiny is tied with you.

You made me complete,
Please don't let go of me.
I always mention about you.
I'm always concerned about you.

I am what you are,
You gave me my styles.
Because it's you,
I've surrendered myself.

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IF ONLY SHE KNEW

She has her own special way
Of turning around my terrible day.
She makes all the bad things go away
The second that she says hey.

And when I look into her eyes,
I see pure beauty with no disguise.
Just a glance at her makes my heartbeat rise.
I know for a fact that these feelings aren't lies.

If only she knew
How much my love for her grew,
Maybe, just maybe, we could start something new,
And then I'd never feel blue.

And if beauty were inches, she'd go on for miles.
I'd better catch her before I go out of style.
I'm going to let my heart be my dial
So I can tell her what I've been feeling for a while

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SOUL MATE

Within you, I've found the perfect friend,
Someone I know will be there till the end,
And they're not just thoughts I hope will fulfill
But thoughts that will stand forever still.

Still as the wind on a hot summer's day,
Still as your friendship I'll never betray,
Still as the characters in a photograph,
Still as your breathless, silent laugh.

Within you, I've found the perfect friend,
A mind that I can comprehend,
A person I see is so much like me,
A mutual relationship so carefree.

Carefree as a child who questions the world,
Carefree as a scream that goes unheard,
Carefree as an adult blessed with a dream,
Carefree as water flowing downstream.

Within you, I've found the perfect friend
With whom I can be real and never pretend.
You've always been someone unique from the rest.
You hold a piece of me no other can possess.

Within you is reason to live every moment in time.
Within you the life I want is always mine.
Within you I have the perfect friend.
With you I see myself till the very end.

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MY DEAREST MOM ❤️

She's a little cute, and a little Stern too.
She's a little cool, and a little old school too.
She's like a sweet, chilled juice, on a hot summer day.
She's like a warm blanket, on a freezing winter night.

My dearest Mom.
She's my dearest.
When I'm troubled, she's all tears.
In my joy too, her tears wet her scarf.

With every tear drop, she weaves blessings.
Will someone tell me, are all moms like this?
Sometimes she's practical, and sometimes she's emotional.
Her one smile, dispels all my worries.

She's like a master key, which opens all the locks to my fortune.
I've placed in her care, all my trunks full of dreams.
She's my dearest.......my mom.
My dearest, my mom.

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I DON'T DESERVE YOU

Choose yourself, don't choose me.
You can be happy without me.
Because there are lots of things,
In this world that can make you happy.

What he said is true.
What his pointing out is me,
That I'm just a temporary person in your life.
Yes, I might have made you happy, but only for sometime,
Because as time goes by.

We're changing and believe nothing is permanent.
I already saw your worth, you are worthy to be loved.
You need someone who will make you feel important,
and give you all the love you deserve.
Unlike me that causes you nothing but pain.

I only want you but he values you.
Everytime I hurt you, his always there to make you cry less.
Baby, we don't stand a chance it's sad but it's true.
You gave me your heart,
I put it on a show and break it into pieces.

Then he came around and pick you above the floor,
He put you together that even I couldn't believe it.

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