- Onecrazywhiteboy
-
I wished you well, even though my body, my mind, and my soul wished you had stopped me. I never said anything. I knew. Knew that you didn’t love me anymore.
It’s why I had to leave first. If you had left first it would have been like losing you all over again. That was something I couldn’t have. I couldn’t have bared it.
I was hoping our summer fling would teach you something. Instead it taught me. And yes it was a lesson I’ll never forget.-
Are we ever really over someone? A song on the radio, that brings you back and pulls on your heartstrings.
Maybe a smell that reminds you of a day spent with that person.
Maybe it’s just the simple fact that they are imbedded in you so deeply that it can be anyone of those things or just the fact you still wake up thinking about them and you go to bed thinking about them.
Either way it’s a madness. A madness you’ll never get to tell them about because they don’t love you anymore.-
My soul and my heart get lost here. Here I don't have to think about who I am, what I want, dreams, I have given myself freely to the water, sky, ground and the sounds of nature.
I slept on the bench in this park today with the sun in my face feeling the breeze against my bare feet. It was the calmest I've been in the longest time. I'm here everyday no matter what the weather. If it is sunny I get a hug. If it is raining I am baptized and forgiven for my sins. If it is windy I am whispered the secrets. If it is cold, my heart and my soul I still want the glow of the sun.-
I know where I’m supposed to be.
I know where you really should be.
But there isn’t a fucking thing we can
do about it.....
Is there?-
Live music is the last true
interactive art form there is.
May it not be silenced for
too much longer.-