22 MAY 2018 AT 2:34

Disappointment has a name and it is mine,
I look into the mirror, it is all fade
Now I realise how it feels being no ones first choice,
Tears in my hand and sadness in my voice.

I am wondering when it got started and now where it will end,
I look at myself dreaming and looking for someone to revive,
I stood up and raised my voice, but all i hear is damn noice,
This is how you end up being no ones first choice.

I was always waiting to catch you, to hold you up into my heart,
Thinking that you are the one who can make me survive,
But this time is approaching very fast and making me crazy,
I always blame myself for the troubles in your life, than I see myself again.....faded.
This is how you end up being no ones first choice.

- akkiieee_ink