Hello

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The shades darken and the moon comes up.
Gradually fades the moonlight of mine

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I don't in this world find any worthy that would invert my crescent except of you putting yours away. My helpless beats.
I would pull your cheek, I would mould you into an ever smiling, ever shining face. The light of whose my heart, dip deep in the dark longing for. I hate myself, I mean, I don't. My lungs, my brain, my heart, must not really be liking me not being there with you, so they punish a little.
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And I find myself here, helpless, but hopeful, so I close my eyes, hum a little and
Pray a little.

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I am quite bad at expressing or she would've known,
how my eyes scan up every dust particle floating aside, if would've touched her
how my ears detect and amplify every sound that is even a string disguising hers
how efficient my cupid hit heart becomes at pumping sensing her to be around me
as of how much to a depth my heart falls, every time she puts aside the crescent of hers.

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It's late. My ears fed with the constant ticking, which my already surfeited "between ears" find difficult to bear. It hurts, there has to be a way out, of all the big little chaos from my compact confined head.
I fear,
I shouldn't have my eyes closed.

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all of my wonderings, all of my insanity, all of the dreams i dream and the life i live, all of what i inhale and exhale,
she answered it all,
she is the answer to all

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each day is passing looking at that constant picture outside my window changing shades, with an eye on every winged seeking for that white yellow petals, for shade or maybe thirst. observing each dancing minute particle, the rays from where wishes me morning. and every second just fills of the pots of silence, i keep pouring into my long locked bucket. the sunlight came filtered in green, but now as i don't have it any long, i feel my soul revealed to the large infinite dark sky, bright yet dark. the darkness that took me long back. the darkness which is now peace to my eyes.
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i have always been a night sky fond, i used to stare through the dark, find the limits of the dark, unknowingly was finding that of my eyes. but when i noticed that small glimpse of a twinkle, my eyes switched to them and i kept staring. every ray healing me from inside, taking me out of what i had been in for long, taking me to light, whose ways are wide opened, and warmly welcomed.

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every ray of yours, when it falls on my rough scarred surface, penetrates through my wounds, to all the 'shattered' inside of mine, when touches the cuts of my veins, the blockings through my heart, and the ruptured lungs of mine, and when comes out, through the tiresome shoulders, and the 'lost in yours' eyes. they reach back to you, and they make you aware of how i live, why i live. every ray that enters takes out that one dust particle choking my inside and darkening my outside,

you are the big gigantic star of mine, you are all the light,

you make me alive.

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she is the night sky i keep staring at,
stars like glittering eyes,
crescent on her face

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she knows,
she speaks so that it could rain for me

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