Some pains don’t need closure,
they just need space to breathe.
Maybe he and I
were never on the same page—
while he was drawing maps to leave,
I was sketching dreams
of making him smile again.
I was praying
for his healing,
his growth,
his peace—
I lit candles
so his shadows could rest.
And all the while,
he stood by,
watching me drown
in the love
he no longer felt.

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Sabko photos aur perfumes ki baat,
Par jagah jo chhupi ho har ek baat
Woh chhat, woh kona, purani gali,
Jahan chhuti thi hansiyan chhupke chhali.

Tasveer jhooth bolti hai kabhi,
Aur khushboo ud jaati hai sabhi.
Par woh jagah, bina shor ke,
Aaj bhi yaadon ko sambhale rehte...

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Duniya mein jeene ke do hi khoobsurat tareeke hote hain —
Ek, kisi ke dil mein rehna…
Doosra, kisi ki duaon mein shaamil hona…
Aur tum toh meri zindagi mein dono hi jagah ho…

Phir bhi, ek khaali-pan hai jo har din mehsoos hota hai…
Main muskurati hoon, par andar se tuti rehti hoon…
Tumse kabhi shikayat nahi ki,
Bas duaon mein tumhara naam likhti rahi…

Kabhi socha tha, pyaar sab kuch sahi kar dega…
Lekin kuch rishte sirf khamoshi mein jeete hain…
Main tumse door hokar bhi,
Har din tumse juda rehti hoon…..

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Unseen Pain

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What I Couldn't Tell Her....

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I feel exhausted, betrayed, hurt beyond words.
Sometimes the world feels too cruel for the heart I carry.
Too loud. Too fake. Too indifferent.

And when I’ve given everything—my care, my time, my love—and all I get is silence or pain in return...
it’s easy to feel like this world just doesn’t deserve me.

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I gave too much, too fast, too deep,
Now even my heart forgets to weep.
Love feels like a distant sound,
Once a flame, now barely found.

Not broken, just quietly numb—
Waiting for the feeling to come.
I smile, but not the way I used to,
Just enough so no one sees through.

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“I Hate Myself When I’m in Love”

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Journal Entry- 26th of June '25

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People Leave like Seasons...

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