Tumhari Mohabbat m Panah mil gyi
Tej saanson ko nam hawa mil gyi
Dhadkano ko ab bhi yakin na aaya
Ki unki bechani ko, Dil ki jamin
Aur khushi ki vajah mil gyi…..
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It makes me feel,that
You are the only one
J don't need to pretend with
….you are my loudest
Darkest & truest
Version…..
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You were there only,
With me,
Within me,
The heart was calling you
Eyes were dreaming of you
Only distances,destiny, made us apart
Our souls were never…..-
Watches the world with peace, my heart feels the serenity of tranquility….
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May you not be happy with me,as I can't put up with your blurred visions,
Also,Be not angry with me
That I resist, to be burdened with dread missions,
I am wrapped in my own stuff of happiness,
This sky,full of myriad stars
Emptiness fulfilled with,Lavish scented smells,
Around Me,Hopes are scattered
What a dilemma, touch or leave untouched
The wonder,my heart feel every night
No roof upon me,where to hide
Shroud me from every evil-eye
I still remain unconfessed
...... thoughts went again to take a deep -dive-
Dark was getting darker,Beseeching wind got more stronger
Silence kept itself on hold,
& Me, with my Lenten face
Damped in the glee of milky waves
White ball appeared in the sky, glittering rays reflected in the still water,
My numb heartbeat's restlessness, wandered to escape from the Unknown caves..
Thoughts Collided- I kept standing at Err,
When hopes were bleak,plans got blur
Despite enigmatic truth,I never asked for a clue,
Why did my awaited dreams on soaked lashes
Have to Rue???
Once again, silence kept putting itself on hold,
Something burried into deep-inside Me
Was about to Mould...-
There is one more Me
Sometimes she listens me, sometimes Not,
Sets free sometimes,or tries to hold in a knot,
Never gets assuaged with just one reason
Continuously murmurs
Demands get higher & higher
Irrespective of any season 😊
But that Mini-me.. really knows who am I
Not made to bound within limits
One day would fly in open Sky..
So,I feel more alive Within Me
There is one more me
Within Me...-
Ocean
I'd love most
Faster the wind,stronger the wave,
Motion & stillness,
A beautiful conclave
Wave humid the Mind,
Breeze suave the Soul
Sitting on the Rock, inhaling Life
Pondering on my Ambition's & Passion's Strife,
Though watching the plummeting Sunset
..is not so nice
Yet,On the edge of the horizon
I'll keep finding & waiting
Somewhere, perhaps Me & My Acoustic thoughts
Coincides....-
When some stars got to sleep,
Some were still twinkling out
..when Moon's brightened rays pacified some darkness,
Some part of dark was on the mission
To find new ways..
Screeching wind subduing the silence,
Leave were creating their own nuisance,
.. everything seemed freely-flowing,
But my wandering soul, where was I going
In quest of new loneliness
Or to forget old reminiscences
...even though knowing or not knowing!!-
जिस जिंदगी का इंतजार था, शुरू हो ही गई
लगा जो कहानी खत्म होने को है, उसे फिर नई राह मिल ही गई
पलकों को नम होने से रोकूं, या होठों पे हंसी को खिलने से
धड़कनें दिल की सुन ने को राजी ही नहीं
ये फिर नई कशमकश में जो घुल गई
हर नए चेहरे पर भी एक उलझन नई थी,सबकी आंखों में सवाल अनेक
पर मंजिल वही थी.. कुछ अपना सा महसूस करने लगी थी
इन नई तन्हाइयों में भी, नहीं समझ पाई कि नजरों में बसे ख्वाब की
मंजिल अब भी वही थी..
खुश ही तो हूं मैं इस नए सफर में, यही तो खुद को समझा के चली थी
फिर क्यों, जो सुबह खिड़की का पर्दा हटाने पर
सूरज की नई किरण, आंख को चुभी थी
एक पल के लिए जैसे थम सी गई, सोचा था दौड़ने लगी हूं सबके साथ
पर अब महसूस हुआ, मैं कब से वहीं तो खड़ी थी
अब फिर से खुद को ढूंढने निकलना है,ताकि फिर अगली सुबह की किरण टीस ना बने, आज फिर रात में, खिड़की से चांद को निहारूंगी
जो मुझमें खालीपन है, उसका उसे राजदार बना, फिर कोई नया सितारा
ख्वाब बनाके, सिरहाने नीचे छुपा लूंगी..-