And I have nothing more to do, nothing more to give.
I say to my defeated self,
But I do have so much more still to unleash.
A voice intervened
A side of me comes out very seldom
A side that I know exists
A side I've caged and never disclosed
A side that is truly me without fear
A side that I was born with, not the one I learned to be.
A side whose glimpses I see when I'm rarely feeling few
A side that I deliberately keep in
And I don't know why
Am I ashamed of it?
Or am I scared?
My true self that is unapologetically I.

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I would rather live in my fantasy world and be happy than live in reality and be sad.period

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I wish I had this superpower to get into your head and remind you that someone's waiting desperately for... You to make the first move...

Oh I wish
- YOURS ( if only you knew)

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And I would like to thank my lucky stars for every monotonous reply he gave to my heartfelt and earnest approach... It helped me in moving on and accepting the fact, that I deserve better, I deserve the best.....

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Shayad hum hi the aasan bhulane m
Warna tum to abbhi bhi zinda ho hum m

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Aur aaj phir aagaye hum us makam p
Jaha hum dekhenge aapki raah
Aur aap aane s rahe

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I've seen your eyes twinkle with enthusiasm,
I've seen your eyes hooded with lust,
I've seen them filled with anger,
I've seen them change with admiration and disgust,
I can't help but watch them yearn for someone that isn't me.

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Wandering through the streets,
People all around
But I feel like I'm bound.
Looking for an escape,
To someplace,
Where I'll be at ease,
With nobody to please,
And I can be at peace.

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You've made me a completely different person,
I seek love and push it away too,
Time couldn't alleviate the pain you gave,
So I let numbness to take over,
You shattered my dream of happily ever afters.

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Life is a long drive,
We meet people and lose touch too.
The odds are against us,
I know
But let's try to change the course.
Let's make a start
And let the future unfold.

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