You don't remember my story...all you can think about is your own. You can't heal me, you are not a healer...you can't save me or hide me. I have to make peace within this chaos. Cause once upon a time there was a girl who was being torn apart...that's when she learned not to trust and always have her guard up. Sometimes my life feels like a cirlce...a never ending, ongoing cycle. And I don't know how to stop it, change it or break it. When I finally come close to the end, it starts all over again. It's like a whirlwind, a tornado set out to destroy me. Sometimes when things begin to get better and life falls back to rhythm...it may not be the best, but I have made peace with it...and it feels like almost, I might be happy. Maybe I can write my own story, start from scratch and forget all the past. But then of course, someone else makes a choice and leaves me alone to figure it out. When I finally come close, it starts all over again. When I close my eyes, and see my life, the life I imagined...I see something different than what I see now🙃

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Cause this is called 'life'...
(Read matter in caption)

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Bolne ke liye to hai bohot kuch...
Man ho raha hai bechan, kis ke liye puch.....
Khamoshi teri dekhke, dil dukhta hai mera...
Wajah tu bol de, sab thik kar dungi tera.....
Na tu dikha, tera ye jhuta vesha...
Kyuki bewafa pyaar ye dil karega tujhse hamesha❤.....
Mei to rahungi tere intezar mei hamesha...
Bus ane de mujhe, tere jeevan ki disha.....
Samaj nahi ata, kya kami hai mujhme...
Baat tu mujhse kare, kya haani hai teri usme.....
Dekhne ke liye tujhe, tarasti hu mei roz...
Kya hum bhi hai uss notebook kahani ki tarah? Aur tu meri Firdous?

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The only thing that always remains the same is that everything keeps changing...

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जीते-जी मैं, जब भी रोएगा तू ...
तेरे पास पाएगा मुझे हमेशा ।

कोई ख्वाईश हैं बाकी अगर...
बना मुझे उनका रास्ता ।

आयी हूँ मैं सिर्फ तेरे लिए...
रहूँगी साथ हर दास्ताँ ।

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Sometimes...I wish I can
wake up from this day-dream
called life

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Just wanted to let you know...that you are never
allowed to leave me, not even in your dreams❤

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The worst decision I ever made, was to take the dive...cause I never thought that I wouldn't be able to swim out of the 'ocean of negativity'.....

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कर्म के राह पर तो
यह भी सही, वह भी सही...

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I am searching for something that I still haven't reached...
I don't like it selfish, I don't like to face cheats...
Trust me if I tell you to, I could be your best test...
I like the pure heart, good path, mouth full of advice...
I can give you all of me but you are quick to say a good-bye.....

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