In the flames of betrayal ,burning in my heart,
I could always see our memories being rekindled ..
This time just to remind me that, I am a loser all over again !-
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Lost are the directions of the mind,
Whose soul is wandering to be found-
When I needed you by my side, but you weren't there
When I wanted to talk to you, but couldnt
When i wanted to meet you , but you wouldn't dnt
And now , here I am
Losing all over again-
I miss you more than I say
I value you more than you know
I care for you more than I show
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Those silly fights
All those random jokes
Moments of deep conversations
Memories filled with fun
All those right thoughts imbibed
With a forever dose of fun added to all
I miss all those ,
It is then that I realised
I miss you !
Each and everything about us
Was some kind of a story to laugh with embarrassment and smile with tears in our eyes
I miss you,much more than I thought I would
It's hard like this ,
Being a stranger to my bestfriend
But I somewhere hope
We will be back again
To relive all those memories and create new ones
Because
I miss US-
They say even tears dry up at some point..
But why is it that I always cry , just at the mere thought of you ?-
Few people come into our life
Only to teach us ,
How to live alone .-
You being million miles away
Could not make my heart stay
At the right pace !
This space ..
Has always suffocated me
With your thoughts flowing at a pace
Which could not let me be
Calm and free for atleast a minute !
You may find our relation as a threat to me
But why dont you understand, that ..
The real threat is that of losing you
You may call me selfish , immature or whatever ..
But what matters
Is the truth that , you are my everything
Being without you is not just hard,
But a herculean task
Which cant be succeeded by me !
I want you to hug you tight
And let out all my fears..
But then again am scared, where you might leave me alone and move away ..
It's been complicated,
But it was not worthless
It was the most beautiful feeling
Being your close one,
And I would hate
The thought of missing you 💫
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