Un yaadon me lag gayi thi jo dhool,
Unhe gayi thi tu bhi bhool,
Lamhon ke saaye me baithi thi yaadein woh,
Jinki khamoshi ko kiya hai kubool.

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Yeh kaale ghamon ke saaye,
Inhe hi bas odh ke chalna hai,
Kyuki mere jo apne hai,
Unhone mujhe chodh badhna hai.

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Taqleef akelepan se nahi,
Andar ke shor se hai.

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Everyday, every moment, I just feel and think, I could have saved you maa. There were alot of things I could have done, but all I did was sit and watch as you left me. I need you maa. I cannot take this all by myself. I'm just a 23 year old kid who wants his mum back. I just wanna talk to you. I want to talk talk about everything I'm going through, I want you to help me walk through it. I need you.

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Un lamhon ko jeena hi bhool gaye,
Jinme sabse jyada khushi thi.
Sapno ke peeche aisi daud lagaayi,
Ki raaste me mili sirf bebasi thi.

Zindagi jeene ka ehsaas us din hua,
Jab manzil ka raasta saaf hone laga.
Lekin us manzil se itna door nikal aaye,
Ki woh khwaab bhi soona rone laga.

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Ki baat kuch yun hai,
Agar nuks nikaalne baithe, toh puri duniya me nuks niklega,
Haar na maano chahe kitni bhi ho mushkilien,
Agr dil me himmat hai, toh har musibat se tu khush ho ke niklega.

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Depression.
What is depression?
When you don't feel good about youself. When you've lost all your self-esteem. When you've lost all of your self-respect. When you see in the mirror and you see a person who is faking to be happy infront of the world, his family just to keep them happy. Depression sometimes kills. Not the body, but definitely the soul. Depression. That kills you from within. That snatches away that makes you happy. It's dark in your mind and heart.
Worst state of one ever.

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Walking in the dark,
Looking for light.
Light that gives me hope,
Strength to smile again,
Strength to love again,
Strength to be happy again.
Hope is the sole of our soul.
Hope.
Hope.
Hope.
Just trying to find it.
Trying to be myself again.

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Kabhi bheed me reh ke,
Khud ko akela mehsoos kiya hai?
Agar nahi toh khushqismat ho tum.

Kabhi kisi ke qareeb reh ke,
Khud se door jaate hue mehsoos kiya hai?
Agar nahi toh khushqismat ho tum.

Kabhi khud ko haasil kar ke,
Khud ko hi khoya hai?
Agar nahi toh khushqismat ho tum.

Kabhi khud ko sheeshe me dekh ke,
Khud ko haar ke roye ho?
Agar nahi toh khushqismat ho tum.

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That one ray of hope which gets you going in the morning, which gives you the energy to smile and face that world. It's hard to live without that ray of hope. Just a glimpse of it is enough. Lately I feel like I'm in a pitch black dark room. Can't figure out which way to go. Don't know what to do. Suffocating inside but trying to stay calm. Trying to fight the darkness that lives within and making me quit everything.
Fight is intense.

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