I no longer walk on my principles .
They just don’t let me .
Hey dear Lord ,
Am I bad ?
Or they are just making me .

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They often find me sitting alone .
They don’t know I share my seat
with intrusive thoughts .
I don’t like to sit alone .
They don’t know it’s the safest place
where I can be me .

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Losing the urge to not cry everyday
I’ve been ticking off everyday
I’m losing battles
I don’t wish to give up
but I am giving up
on my emotions every day

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Weak in front of someone ,
strong in front of other,
hiding tears no longer bother .
His friends are my friends.
I wish I could say,
before it all collapses , and finally ends.

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I’m like those
forgotten words
of an uninspired poem.
You have read them aloud
but not heard them enough.

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I’ve displayed
my
true self
my
true intentions
my
true feelings
just
to get
a
false hope
from
you

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The worst thing possible is
to leave someone
with doubts.
Doubts about
mistaken silence,
mistaken love.

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Each minute you are going a mile away ,
but all that matters is that you are smiling.

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How will he wonder it is his last time .
The last time he will breathe .
The last time he will touch his beloved .
The last time he will call someone’s name ,
and will swallow all of the pain .

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To see you once again on an unknown road
To see an unknown face
To meet with unknown intentions
To meet a stranger once again

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