I wasn't prepared for the shit I have been through
but I got through it
and I always will...

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I have everything I could ever ask for.
I'm not having a bad life I just feel sad and I don't know why.
I also feel like I can't open up to anyone,
the last time I did someone called it a phase and maybe it is but it really makes me feel insecure. and worthless.
It's like i just wanna disappear. I have nothing to make me sad I just feel empty.
There are some things that make me feel empty and sad but like I said it's just a phase.
I hate my body, I'm ugly. I'm questioning myself and I feel like people will tell me I am just confused.
I also feel like everyone hates me and they're pretending. I get headaches over the smallest things, like noises, and I don't know why. It hurts.
I feel so sad and worthless and angry but I have no idea what is causing it.
I procrastinate often because I have no motivation.
I have stopped doing things I love/like. It's gonna make me sadder but I can't bring myself to do them. It really hurts

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The light(trust) you shed and showed me a path towards you
it is not just the light, but memorable moments too.
You loved me the way I loved you,
you are not just a person but the most important too.
The first time we hugged, I never felt that before,
when I looked back at that time , I just wanted more.
You cried when we hugged so I asked you why,
then you said,"I love you" and also "let me cry".

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The light(trust) you shed and showed me a path towards you
it is not just the light, but memorable moments too.
You loved me the way I loved you,
you are not just a person but the most important too.
The first time we hugged, I never felt that before,
when I looked back at that time , I just wanted more.
You cried when we hugged so I asked you why,
then you said,"I love you" and also "let me cry".

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A relationship should be your happy place, not where you beg your partner to act.

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I can spend my entire life,
with a smiling face, behind it hiding pain,
Punishing myself for your mistakes,
trynna do everything whatever it takes.
Learning from others, to keep you away from sadness,
reached a level, to what everybody calls madness.
Finally earned a smile on your face,
this was the achievement, I wanted to chase.

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I try to take it like an easy pill to swallow
When it feels more like a knife

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I would be lying if I said
That I could live this life without you.
Even though I don't tell you all the time.
You had my heart a long long time ago.
In case you didn't know.

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Even though I don't tell you all the time. You had my heart a long long time ago.
In case you didn't know❤

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