Numb as I feel,
Having no zeal
Confusion in my thoughts,
My heart as a rock
Having nobody to talk.
It's a hell situation
My heart squeezing with pain
I have people around but feel like I'm Buried in the ground.
Just wishing I had someone to talk to,
With whom I can walk through!

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When it's been days you haven't slept,
You twist & turn
Try numerous ways,
But every technique just fails!
Then you wait & doubt
Have I forgotten how to sleep ?
Even after you weep!
No use of thinking much,
No idea came as such !
It's 3AM now,
God bless with some sleep somehow!!

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Don't know if I am feeling cold or just dead inside,
Can't see anything although my eyes are open wide.
I see the sky changing it's colour at night,
Can't decide what's wrong or right.
Unable to write my thoughts down,
Just feeling short of any noun.
As soon as I see water ,
I see myself enjoying while I drown !

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When you FINALLY decide, that you wanna look at his face every morning for the entire life!!
#itsYou

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तुम्हें पता है ना!
तुम ज़रूरत नहीं हो मेरी,
बस चाहत हो!

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I don't just cherish your physical presence with me,
I enjoy your existence as a whole,
Everything about you!!
Coz' even if you are not here,
I know we have that inbuilt mental connection,
I know about US
& it gives me innumerable reasons to celebrate every minute without thinking of the past or of the future!

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You know Rare is beautiful,
The kind of loyalty that you feel from inside, though there be no commitments, no promises, no swears as such but there's care so much!!
Always a little inclined, though it isn't love, so refined.
He's the first & the last thought on my mind, no matter if time is something that we cannot find!!
It's okay to work for yourself 🌼
It's good to keep yourself well!!
Otherwise it'll be a hell.
But yes let's not mess it up
Pour the right wine in two cups
Live the moment, the day& leave the future in the hand of God
Be transparent enough
Not to be called a fraud!!

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If you don't crave to see him daily, listen to his voice, even if it's for a few seconds, know his wellness & pray for his growth .
If you are not his biggest fan & all time support .
Does he even has your heart?

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When you know you are dead tired,
But your heart is strongly wired!
You might have slept early
But you opt to sit uncurly,
Let's talk for a while
Ofcourse you are the reason for my smile,
Although I don't love you madly,
We Can't discuss it sadly!!
Coz you are not the one for me,
Then why my dreams are occupied with a "we" ?

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You know what's romantic?
Dates? Naah
Surprises? Nay
Physical Intimacy? Nope
When you get a unbreakable emotional connect, you don't get Butterflies when he is around you, but all your anxiety vanishes instead. Chilling & all is cool but have you slept in the warmth of his arms ever? When you could hear him breathe.
When he ever needs to cry, have you been his shoulder?
Ever Listened to him, to everything that he has faced in life. To what he feels!
Yes, all this is romantic.
Talking is romantic, staying calm is romantic.
Every effort you make, that contributes to their physical, mental or spiritual well being is romantic!!

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