You're worth the world, but I'm just the island...

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To my dearest future love ,

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Happy nurse day

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❤️❤️

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Our friendship ❤️


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LOVE.


CAN I EXPLAIN IT ?

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You'll try to find me in every corner. You'll miss me every second. I
just hope my tears are abundant, who give me relief from pain.
You'll try to chase me a lot and you'll get to every way.
I've come a hundred miles far, to get relief from my pain.
You were the only one, whom I needed a lot.
Now I sacrifice my love, in your beautiful thoughts.
Chasing yourself in darkness, will make you come to me.
And one day, you'll again hold my hand, and tell me that you really love me...

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I wanna cry but I can't !
Brain says, " Let it go "
Heart says, " Wait a little more.."

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Sometimes when your depression is killing you, when your anxiety is eating you... you're unable to hold the pain in your heart...you share it... But when I find no one... I lick my wounds in alone.. shed my tears in alone.

But there should be a limit to everything... I'm literally tired of going to bed crying.. waking up and crying.. why is it the way it is?... I didn't choose this kinda life for myself ! So why is it me?

Literally being unable to trust anyone... hurts a lot... A life in which you yourself, aren't sure what should be the next step... I'm just tired now. I'm tired of bottling up my feelings, my pain and throwing it into the ocean of ignorance... Because it always returns...

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BEFORE YOU DATE ME

You need to understand that I'm damaged. I get triggered easily. I have struggled with things all the fucking time. There are nights when I'm curled up like a ball and I won't talk to anyone. I'll shut you out.

I'm not going to be able to trust you for a while, because everyone has always left, cheated or chosen someone else.

I will need reassurance. I will need you. I will need you to keep choosing me. I need you to take care when I text you saying I'm getting mad again. I'm a mad-ass moody. I know that.

So before you assume that I'm always happy, that I'll always be positive— know the truth.
Don't enter my life if you can't handle it. Lastly don't you dare touch my heart if you aren't ready for all of this.

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