Dear Time,

These annivesary reactions are getting worst every year,
I am not sure what causing it,
Incidents or My Anxiety?
I remember suddenly about it when today morning my right hand was paining like a hell,
Because last year on this same day,I was slapping her continously till then she surrender herself completely.
I slapped and hitted her so bad that I had multiple injuries on my hand as well.
I can't trace my sins & situation handling, where I am stucked in between both,
It was a first anniversary reaction of this incident, as usual I was in a bad condition how all this trigggered and how it made me panick, breathless & horrid.
How do I say sorry to her? She is not with me anymore.
And all I remember about her reply to this...
"Once upon a time I gave you birth, I was mother.
And now you are doing my job unknowingly."

Yours Sincerely,
Grown Up Essence

- Amandeep Kaur