“Every Night, the Same Curl”

I dream of her again.
Same spot, same serenity.
The room doesn’t utter
only she does,
through her eyes.

That one curl falls
always the same.
Like a ritual.
Like fate pretending to be casual.
And I, as if rehearsed by the stars,
reach for it
with hands that remember too much.

Behind her ear,
I tuck it.
Behind that gaze,
I lose myself again.

-

I understood you...
the weight you carried in silence,
the battles you fought behind closed doors,
the nights you didn’t sleep,
the mornings you still showed up.
I knew the trials that scarred you,
the wounds that never healed,
the reasons you flinched at love.
And if I didn’t understand all that,
I would have never loved you the way I did...
not to fix you,
just to hold what the world kept breaking.

-

When I built sandcastles,
Someone watched over me silently.
As I gathered handfuls of sand,
They shielded me from the waves.
I built my world, and they stood guard,
Facing the storm with their back to me.
When I slept peacefully,
They kept watch over the darkness.
My dreams were deep, their eyes were red,

In life's scorching heat, amidst time's turmoil,
In adverse circumstances' raging storms,
Your cool shade envelops me.
In darkest nights, your love,
protection, and guidance shine
Like the autumn moon's gentle, luminous light.

-

ଯେତେ ଦେଖୁଥିଲେ ନୂଆ ଦିଶୁଥାଇ..

ହେ ଅନାଥର ନାଥ, ଅଗତିର ଗତି, ପତିତ ତାରଣ, ପରମ କାରଣ, ଦୀନ ଜନ ଶରଣ ରକ୍ଷଣ ମହାବାହୁ ଲୀଳାମୟ ପରଂବ୍ରହ୍ମ, ତୁମ କୃପାର ବାରିଧିରେ ଦୁନିଆଁରୁ ଦୁଃଖ, କ୍ଳେଶ,ଶୋକ,ରୋଗ ଯନ୍ତ୍ରଣା ଅପସରି ଯାଉ.

-

There’s a grief I can’t explain
watching my own light dim,
flicker by flicker,
as if I’m fading
in front of my own eyes.

-

I don't want love letters or photos.
No texts or flirty messages at night.
No sweet voice over the phone.

I want all of you.

I want your eyes locked on mine,
your lips inches away,
and your body close enough to hold.
I want to kiss you,
touch you,
caress your skin,
and savor being near.

I want our bodies intertwined,
to feel every heartbeat and warmth,
and breathe in every scent that's yours.

Darling, I want to hold you tight,
and be consumed by your love.

-

I once told her;
“Whenever you feel like crying, come to me.
I’ll hold back every tear,
I’ll be the place where your pain ends.”
And I meant it… or at least, I thought I did.

But when she finally came...quiet, breaking,
with a storm behind her eyes,
I just stood there.
Not a word came out,Not a gesture.
Nothing,Frozen,Empty.

I couldn’t bear the weight of my own words
I said them, yes…
but I couldn’t live up to them.
Turned out, I was just another failure,
crushed beneath the promises I made myself.

There was pain in her eyes,
and betrayal in my silence.
She just said... it's okay.
And I… I kept staring into that ‘okay’,
seeing everything I wasn’t.
Everything I failed to be.

-

Some dreams don’t disappear.
They just wait —
until you’re strong enough to carry them again.

And maybe tonight,
after everything you’ve faced,
you’re finally ready.

Not to race.
Not to prove.
Just to try again —
for you.

Your story isn’t paused.
It’s preparing.

-

They say we are "stardust",
But I am the remnants of dying worlds,
A comet burning itself into existence,
Only to vanish in the dark.
Each time I endeavour to become whole,
The universe finds pristine ways to undo me.

How many lifetimes must I wander before I become the "sky" insted of just the " falling star"?

-

Can we talk,
But Without the words,
No need for sounds,
Let silence lay,
With the comfort of shared stay,
In stillness,deepest truths arise,
A conversation solely through the eyes.

-