Naseeb Mein Likha Honga,
Toh Milege Dubara...
Nahi Toh Yaadein Hie Kaafi Hai!
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Midnight Talks...
There is something about midnights;
The Clear Sky,
Dull Stars...
And the Bright Moon!
Perhaps it's just the winter nights?
The Cold Winds,
Dark Shadows...
And the City Lights!
It seeks for my attention, calling me...
Telling me to find solace in it.
To Gaze, To Feel,
And just Breathe!
And the moment I do breathe,
It tells me to shrug off,
To doze off,
And just be!-
I'm reflecting back on my life,
The more I think the deeper I go.
Deeper into depression...
It's maddening,
It's just too much...
Feels like enough is enough!
Yet the will to give into it,
Is far from it!
So I close my eyes,
In desperate hopes to forget!
Calming my haywire brain...
Reminding myself that it's just another day;
Awaiting for sleep to take over.-
Is a world without Mothers.
The Mother Nature herself would not exist...
It'd just be a void!
But it's better than feeling numb...
Because, A World Without Women;
Would also be a world without Rape...,
Wouldn't it?
-
I wish you'd atleast give me...
One Great Memorable Birthday,
If not a Valentine!
Although you know I'm not a fan,
But days like these are when I crave;
For love and people to cherish me.
Am I too selfish?
For wanting to feel special...
Isn't it what birthdays are supposed to be?
Yet I've got nothing, I feel like crying...
It's just like any other year.
Maybe I deserve it...
Thou I feel lucky to be born in your month,
The month of love!
You're itself special..., aren't you?
But I can't decide,
If it's greatest gift or an irony!
Either a way, I'm grateful February!
This year's, it was the hardest...
I wish my 25th won't be like this!
But for now it's time;
To leave my sorrows behind...
And to move on because who cares!
Goodbye, my dearest February.
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Was it the lack of maturity?
Or was it the lack of moments?
Although I can't seem to figure out,
How different the new person is...
Alas, I can only compare and not complain;
Because you seem happy!
And thats all what matters.
- The Stranger You Knew.-
PLAYER.
Yes I am a player.
And no I don't play with emotions!
Neither did I had my heart broken...
Yet I play,
For it gives me satisfaction;
Thou it's not long lasting,
It feels better than nothing.
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21
Age is just a number?
Being "adult" just a thing?
But here I am wondering...
Why I feel so much and yet nothing?
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Rooh ka tamasha bana,
Mohabbat ke bazaar mai,
Hum toh nikal pade...
Agle khiladi ka dil todne!-