Move on
Dear diary,
After a long time we meet!
I just want to tell you that
You are what I prayed for
And yes it still doesn’t change
You were the happiness I prayed for
You were the comfort I prayed for
You were the excitement and the calm I prayed for
And you fulfilled the void for beating heart i prayed for
How?
Yes I prayed for happiness, excitement, calm, comfort, joy and also a life that feels emotion.
Every emotion.
Including sadness, a heartbreak to beat my heart faster, the fear, fear of losing someone till my heart tears down.
Attachment that on leaving makes my heart cry
Yes
You are the person I prayed for.
From a dead heart to a living heart
You are what I prayed for.

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Everything is comforting once you are discomforted by everything

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All these years, manifesting love,
And here I’m finally in a relationship!
The feeling of being loved,
The feeling of belongingness 🫂
It’s so wholesome!
It’s always nice to have someone at the end of the day to cherish all your success stories or even rant about the day!
To hold on and hug someone, to know that someone is acknowledging you even in silence!

To have someone is, ❤️

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Sometimes all you lack is belongingness:/— % &

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You are always better today, than a day before.
Trust yourself and your journey!— % &

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Urgggggghhhhh I'm tired!!!!

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You try,
You try really hard to hold on to someone
To not argue, to not be rude to,
To stick around everything you are surrounded with all alone!
All of this and just one second to when you can't hold yourself, you breakdown your heart crying out, you just wanna escape,
Cut the connections, LEAVE
But you can't.
And that's life,
It just goes on and on no matter what you are going through!— % &

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Why is it always the case of "give and take"
And not, "I'm always here for you no matter what just take your time I'm here waiting for you!"

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Med school stress >>> Med school studies!

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My college decided to take exam OFFLINE
A day before my ONLINE paper!😭

(Saala ye dukh kaahe khatam nahi hota hai be!)

#ifyouknowyouknow #medico

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