What brings you here?
Maybe the echo of something I once believed in.
I’ve called myself incapable—
not because I am,
but because I’ve carried too much, for too long.
There's something here—buried maybe, flickering maybe,
but it’s not nothing.
I haven't faded. I'm still saying this, aren't I?
Hushh? Maybe.
But only to listen closer
to what I still have left

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Yes, I hate you
Because loving you was never easy
Yes, I hate you
Because comparing you with moon was hard
Yes ,I hate you
Because I started hating myself while loving you
Yes, I hate you
Because your absence was a constant ache in my chest
Yes ,I hate you
For every broken promise that pierced my soul
Yes, I hate you
For every whispered promise that turned to dust
I hate you
For the empty echoes in the chambers of my heart
Yes, I hate you
For every shattered dream, every broken piece
But most of all,
I hate you
For making me believe in a love that was never meant to be.

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I'll keep myself blazing
So that you never run out of fuel
I'll keep counting stars
So that I never get bored while waiting for you
I'll keep igniting moon
So that I can see your shadows under moonlight
I'll keep screaming your name
so that I never forget how you sounded like
I'll keep clicking pictures of mine
So that scars on my face will remind me
That you left.

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I'll burn brightly, ensuring your fire never dims.
I'll map the constellations, counting stars,
each one a promise of our reunion.
With the moon as my canvas, I'll paint your silhouette in silver light.
Your name will echo in the night,
a melody I'll never get tired of.
And in every photograph, my scars become badges of resilience,
a testament to the love we once shared, immortalized in memory.

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Be like Pluto, following your own orbit, unaffected by the warmth of the sun, and unbothered by whether others consider you a planet. It's completely okay.

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And if I ever die before you do
Know that I wrote you a few hundred letters
And I sent them out into the universe
Praying for your safety and happiness
Every chance that I got
And know that I meant it when I said
I was sorry
for all the tears that you had to cry without me
For having no choice but to believe
that it all must've happened for the best
For all the promises
for all the what could've beens
Thank you for making me who I ended up becoming
you would've been so proud of me
If I died before you
know that I loved you
know that I died knowing that you did love me, too
know that I was grateful for the time we shared
thanks for stopping by- that's all I have to let you know
Thank you for the memories
and for teaching me so much about myself
And this life
Thank you for being there for me- when you were

I'll forever cherish our time- enough for the both of us

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Whole cosmos in her eyes
Whole wild flower forest in her smile
Her hair delightful and total Grace
Her voice cracking the universe apart again
The grief buried aftermath her laugh
Her innocence saturating the ocean of drought
Oh alas my grieves watching her fall apart
I don't have long to praise
Only a day and a night.

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"Don't give me a reason to hate humans. I already have plenty."🍁

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My inner child who did not know how to speak, screamed.🍁

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Stop setting up yourself on fire to keep others warm.🍁

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