SCARE TO LOVE...
A meadow of dandelions will be short to say
To wish for all the days of my life with you
To spend every present together each day
To celebrate our lives and moments in hue
I enumerate you as a blessing
As I found a pal and my lover
It's been a year of calling
Waiting for this wait to get over
You light up my world competing the stars
Making me smile and glow
Thanks for caring my nears and fars
Healing my scars in slow
You lit the hope, to trust once more
I vow to give you my heart
To keep your laughter as my cure
And the courage for a new phase to start
Dear darling, don't love me in fear
Don't fear being naked and raw
The respect of your being you I rear
The world is nothing for your happiness I will tow.
I promise to cherish you and love you to eternity
I'm sorry if I anger or annoy you some whiles
But that's my right and fraternity
I won't choose you, as there'll be no picks and trials
I will keep you safe in my heart, intact in my soul
This Birthday is all I wish for you, the next won't be celebrated alone.-
Wishing Upon The Dandelions
A dreamer with ink
Struck by actuality and crammed to sink
Viciously trudged for surmising fiction
To be inferred as a living contradiction
Heart of child aged six
My every fall is the awakening of phoenix
Yes I am of flesh, not an iron
A girl can still wish on a dandelion
I am not Orion, I don't chase
I will make you pass like a face
Varied struggles, do not judge
Ambitious dreamers never budge
I work hard, I don't cry in
Still, I wish on a dandelion
Here's the change
Since you surface
With all extremes and paradoxes in me
Attention seeker was the last thing to be
Craving a long conversation with you
Now, just a sneak peek will do
You make my day from grey to hues
Turning me red from my blues
You are perfect for me, there's no criterion
Loving is hard for me and Valyrian
You are the answer to my prayers, Ryan
This paradox wishes for you upon a dandelion.-
कई खत लिखती रहती हूं उसे
उसने पढ़ा भी होगा
कभी मुसकाया, तो कभी रोया भी होगा
जवाब नहीं दिया किसी एक का
शायद वो हमसे रूठा होगा
मैं वक्त का इम्तिहा दे रही हूं इधर
वह भी पल काट रहा होगा
समंदर पार, वो भी इसी कशमकश में होगा
के उस मुलाकात में न जाने क्या होगा
उस लम्हें में जब तुम्हारा साथ होगा
कई बार जिंदगी का दौरा उसके साथ लगाया है
यह बर्तन, वैसे पर्दों से, अपना आशियाना सजाया है
वह मनाता बहुत खूब है, मेरा रूठना तो बनता है
सच कहूं वह भी मेरी तरह डरता होगा
कौन बेवकूफ अनजान से प्यार करता होगा
यह परीक्षा है अगर तो एक और सही
उसे गले लगकर बस यही कहूंगी
अब जो भी होगा अच्छा ही होगा।-
So, why are we scared to lose people in the first place...?
If they ever meant to be yours, they won't let you lose...
You ever stopped telling every small thing,
Periodically, you realised they never actually cared to know...
Cut the chase, don't hold the sand,
You got one life to love, don't ask another hand..-
Paradox in Love
Who is the favourite, in the game
In many questions, I whispered your name
Since you, my smile keeps linger
I never dreamt to fall for an over-thinker.
I spent nights sorting my emotion that floods
When your name pops, something inside flutters
I realized then, I am done
I lost my heart to you, it's not for fun
Heavy sleeper is an insomniac now
Stuck with the thoughts of our vow
I vow that I won't leave
Hold on to me and let happiness reap
This wait is overwhelming
I am not complaining
My little king is still unaware
My everything is existentially rare
I gave you my fragile mosaic self well weld
I am scared yet courageous to be with you forever as said.
I wish to be in your arm, hugging you tight
This gypsy needs her home within sight.-
के हो चुका अंधेरा
कलम को विराम देती हूं
ऐ ज़िन्दगी बहुत जी चुके
अब आराम कर लेती हूं
चलते चलते थक गए कदम
अब थम भी जाते है
के जल उठते है लोग मुझे उड़ता देख
मेरे पतन का जश्न मनाते है
मैने खुद की रोटी देकर
सूखा पानी पिया है
मुझे क्या ही गिराओगे,
मैने गिर कर उड़ना सीख लिया है
के बहुत लड़ाईयां लड़ी है मैने भी
दास्तान कभी फ़ुरसत में सुनाऊंगी
मेरी मशालों में जलती रूह की चीख
तरानों में छेड़ जाऊंगी
खुशी मनाओ के छोड़ दिया मैने सबको उनके हाल पर
क्यों के तिनके के सहारे छोड़ने को मैं सही मानती हूं
अब रोक लेती हूं कदम बर्बाद करने से
वरना कईयों को बेरंग करना आज भी जानती हूं
के हो चुका अंधेरा
कलम को विराम देती हूं
ऐ ज़िन्दगी बहुत जी चुके
अब आराम कर लेती हूं-
Don't allow anyone to bring you into their life.
It will take an eternity to quit because you don't know the way out when things screw up.
Instead, pave a way into someone's life willingly. So that you learn the path to depart when required.-
Our lips were dancing in sync with serenity
But he was lightyears away from me
And when my knees went numb weakly
I assumed love, he inferred gravity.-
Cheers to The Change
Cheer for yourself when you think what you did is the right thing to do, no matter who is hurt, if you believe in yourself that you can do, darling you have won half of the battle.
So what if others fail to see and appreciate.
Your self-improvement is your requirement and you are just trying to be a better version of yourself, for yourself, for your loved ones.
Remember the path is difficult, you might want to quit many times but all you need is to start, there is a hell of a lot of struggle to start rectification and to persist.
No one will acknowledge you, no one might stand for you, you might fumble, fall, get fatigued but remember the things which propelled you to become the best of yourself.
You don't expect anyone because you're doing it for yourself.
So pull yourself, start combatting your demons. Remember to appreciate your every conquers. Do your happy dance. Do not hesitate to learn when you have an entire galaxy as a threshold...
Just soar and roar..-
मेरी आरज़ू कोई बन गया
आज नाम - ए - दराज रिश्तों में
एक बेनाम सा रिश्ता तुमसे बन गया।
जिन चार दिन की खुशियों से डरती थी मैं
तुमसे मिलने के बाद उन्हें जीने को दिल कर गया।
जिस फलक को देख मुस्कुराती थी मैं बरसों से
फ़कत मेरी मुस्कान केलिए
आज कायनात तुम ही में बस गया।
खुश रहती थी मैं अपनी तनहाईयों में
फिर क्यूं ये बावरा मन तुमसे उलझने को कर गया।
मेरी बेरंग सी ज़िन्दगी में
तू रंगों का ऐहसास यूं बन गया।
इस मतलब की दुनिया में
कुछ बेमतलब सा प्यार तुमसे हो गया।
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