वो बिछड़ा भी तो कुछ ऐसे कि
कुछ रह सा गया मुझमें कही
❤️❤️

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जब उसने मेरा हाथ थामा था
तब मैने उसे अपना सब कुछ माना था
फिर अपनी तकलीफों से अकेले लड़ना जरुरी था क्या
आंखे चुराकर नज़रे फेरकर जाना जरुरी था क्या
जब डोर बांधी थी तब दर्द भी तो आधा आधा था
फिर सब अकेले सहना जरूरी था क्या

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Sometimes it feels like being caged
Constantly being in thoughts
That thoughts, you can't control
And you let them control you
You try to balance between
reality and visuality
While living with million thoughts
That juggle in your head
Anyone else we see
Fighting with same disorder
We see them look like so effortless
Without even thinking a second
how they've been takling
How many things they might facing
How strongly they're fighting
After all these mess
A thought comes in mind
I can't quit
I have to keep calm
I have to be strong anyhow

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I have a habit of understanding everyone but not knowing how to make them understand me. I'm pretty good at listening but not so much on sharing. You'd think it's because I'm a victim of betrayal, of disappointment, which is true, but it actually is more. I'm comfortable in my own shell, at peace knowing that what I'm dealing with is between myself and I. I can admit, it does get difficult some times and I end up wanting to let everything out, to scream it as loudly as I can but hesitation often takes over, fear being vulnerable, bare, seen for what I truly am. I've learnt to depend on myself, to vent my emotions to the mirror, to my journal, to the sky . But as much as there's strength in relying on self, it equally is lonely at times.

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जो ढल जाऊं मैं चांद बनके
तू सूरज बन मुझे चमकाएगा ?
क्या देखकर तू ये दाग मेरे
यूं फिर भी जलता जायेगा ?
एक अरसा हुआ देखे तुझे ,
क्यों ऐसा होता जा रहा तू ?
कई अरसे तो गुजारे मैने भी
मैं तुझमें अब भी समा रही
इश्क की वादियों में मिलेंगे जब
तारो के झरनों में नहाएंगे तब
मेरी रूह जब तुम्हे महसूस होगी कभी
मैं जुदा हो जाऊंगी तुमसे बस तभी
💙🤍💙

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I don't think anyone really understand how suffocating it is , to act okay when you know what's going on behind your back 😊 people think they're smart enough to play such nasty games and rest of the world is fool but but but you are highly mistaken 😉

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Some unapplauded epitome
People call them giver
They make you safe
While Facing their own fear
They protect your smile
While they quivers
Swallowing their own sorrow
When you shed tears
With the only hope
That over for many years
Their loving memory
Deeply endears.

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कभी कभी समझ नहीं आता क्या लिखूं ,
अच्छा लिखू या बुरा लिखू
आपके दिए अच्छे पल लिखू
या आपके दिए बुरे छल लिखू
आपके लिए हुए मर्ज़ लिखू
या आपके दिए हुए दर्द लिखू
आपके खूबसूरत होने का एहसास लिखू
या आपके बदल जाने का अनकहा राज़ लिखू
आपको अपनी जान लिखू
या आपको अपना अधूरा ख्वाब लिखू
अपने बिगड़ते हालात लिखू
या अपने चुभते सवाल लिखू
कभी कभी सच में समझ नहीं आता क्या लिखू

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Overthinking is killing your day and night
Cause of inevitable plight.
Now Hoping for a miracle that make everything alright
Some pure cure to kill this fright.

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I am all alone under the stars ,
Despair nd lost in my crazy thoughts
I think moon felt his responsibility
To come around and sit beside me
This time it came as a frnd to listen
My worries nd all emotions
Though i was deeply exhaust
I felt cold nd calmness of night
My non realistic dreams
And smiling moon soothing
I looked at stars all were starring
With their finger crossed cheering
As if they were saying don't worry my child I'll always be there to listen
It felt ike I gave my worries to moon at night
That night i slept relaxed nd tight
Moon , stars and the humble twilight

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