You promised me paradise and put me through hell how wrong I was to fall on your every word your heavens a lie.

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Claim me
I have known from the start
The moment you stole my heart
Instantly sparks flew
From that moment
 my soul was marked
Quite the shame of times lost
Circumstances kept us apart
The time has come 
I feel the pull 
Hoping you do too
All I ask is
claim me 
Take me in your embrace
Whisper those words 
I long to hear

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As the lies we weave
Are trapped in our web
The truth it boils festering
To the tips of our tongues
In a world were differant
Is feared an violently rejected
We hide in the shadows blending in
The truth yearns to surface
Screaming to be known
The secrets I hold
The darkness takes me
As I fade inside myself
Trapped within an empty shell
Going through the motions

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Autopilot
I look around and realize I am alone
The darkness drags me down
I can't see
Now, crying for help
Lost my way
Inside my mind
I am stuck in autopilot
Going through the motions
Hiding behind fake smiles
So you don't see the turret of tears
Till I can't feel the pain
Till I am finally numb

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I never been good at recording my feelings in a journal or diary but there have been days I have felt lost but not like this, now I feel like something is building up, like a pressure building inside me, I feel like I am going to implode as I feel so alone screaming for help with no reply.

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My Knight...Rescue me

Whispers in the wind tell of a knight
Who will catch me and lift me up.
How will I know him?
Will his white horse be swift?
Will his armour shine bright?
Will his voice speak to me
As it makes my body sway
To his melody?
Would he know me?
Would he care?

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Many lives apart
You have my heart
Many forgotten memories
Many pantom encounters
So far apart
When is our time?
Will there be a "someday"
Your words still rattle
in my mind
As you took my hand
You made this solemn vow
"Time and space can't keep us apart.
We will be together someday"
I'll wait for as long as it takes
Though waiting is hard.
My soul is yours
Please sweep me off my feet

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1//4/2
Dear Breath
I take you in you give me life
I can feel you in my lungs as they pump
Keeping my heart beating strong
But the conditions of compromised you so. I hope these things will settle soon
As it makes you work harder.
We were these masks to block the bad
And to destress our lungs. Breath stay strong
With hope for change, Lizzy

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1/3/20
Dear Mask
Our relationship is a fairly new one
You cover my face an make it hard to breath at times.
But thankful as I am
You been quite some help.
To keep me from being sick
Your colors are astounding
The greens and purples of a dragonfly
Your silk cloth so soft.
Keep up the good work my friend, Lizzy

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1/2/20
Dear Monsoon
Your winds have been so calm for awhile
Now they picked up. And swept me off my feet
You left me breathless
Your winds so powerful
I feel like I could fly
Take me to cloud nine
And bring me back again
 With Love, Lizzy

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