I'm sorry!

I'm sorry that I was excited to come there
I'm sorry that I'm really confused between clashing belives.
I'm sorry to make you worry when you are away
I'm sorry that I really don't understand the world
I'm sorry for making you cry once more
I'm sorry for being me once again

I wish it's that simple to say sorry and make it all right
I know just sorry won't be enough 😞

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How can you know that you have found your missing self, which everyone claims in his/ life partner?

By patterns that follows:
You feel better after a good talk,
You feel happy when you are sad,
You feel relaxed when you are worried,
You feel comfortable opening up regardless of what the stuff is..
You feel shy when he/she sends you a kiss,
You plan out your life with him/her,
You feel empty if he/she seems away.

Just like without a mirror you cannot see your face,
Without your better half you cannot see your soul i.e reflection of your true character!

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I'll eat you up,
If that's what it takes me to live on...
coz.. I'm a survivor!

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Sometimes listening a song that you don't understand still makes you happy the most..

Its almost finding happyness in nothing,
And defining happiness above the religion or some language..

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I am an engineer..

I'm not proud of it,
In bunch of shitty heads I don't fit,

I don't like what I do,
Stuck in corporate playing Peekaboo,

I hate what I've become,
Begging fo money please give me some,

I know I'm wrong,
Even my friend said it so playing one song,

I won't post this,
I know I'm crack and something that only I miss,

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Had things to say and was struggling,
Made mistakes and messed it all,
In the end talked to you and realised,
Having you will never let me fall....

Tried to hide pain and bluffed with most,
Kept smiling and fulfilling wishes of all,
Felt lonely, broken to core until I met you I knew,
Having you will never let me fall...

There will be lots of problems in life,
Yet to see big once coming these are so small,
doesn't matter if It's god's grace or heavenly made,
I know now we got this, after all we both are above 5.5 tall 😂

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Why I am always weak,
Why always I texted back,
Why always I wait night for one reply,
Why I don't feel same heart as mine,
Why when I feel my worse I'm alone even with you,
Why it's me who is wrong,
Why there is still why between us,
I did not mean to hurt you by this,
But...
I don't know why, you would feel I did..

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Either you hunt others or you consume self are the only two methods to survive...

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Its not everytime you write,
Its not everytime you express yourself,
You try to be strong even if you are not,
It's in your habit, since you had too much,
Too much the life showed you all negative,
But..
It's ok, now you are not alone,
It's ok, I'm here and always be with you,
It's ok, make mistakes and I'll still love you,
I'll love you and will show,
How beautiful life can be,
The other side of coin which no one,
Lets you see....❤️

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There is one thing about secrets..
Nobody gets,
If it's been deleted or misplaced,
Only those who know it, feels the pain.

For rest,
What's the matter?

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