Where did I loose you?
I wonder when did this happen? When did I forget to live life and not just run a rat race to be ahead? It's like the pause button of life has been disabled, only fast forward and speed up buttons work.
In the hunt of peace, I somehow didn't realize I stopped doing the smallest things which brought me calm and happiness. It feels like a long time has passed since I enjoyed music. The music I loved so much, the lyrics I felt with every beat. Damn, I have forgotten how good it feels to listen to songs. I have forgotten how it feels to not run a race and be calm, be at peace.
I appreciate all I have achieved by running the rat race, but at what cost? At the cost loosing my peace, calm and joy?
Let's go back a little, let's slow down. Let's start living again.
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