When I have my glass of wine
And doing so I keep my memories alive?
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My weakness when I see your eyes
My tremble when I hear your voice-
Why can’t I be
A calm blue sea?
Why can’t the storm
Get out of me?
Why can’t I let go of this turmoil
That’s eating alive my soul?
My thoughts run wild
And I wish to understand
Why can’t I change?
What’s holding me behind?
The more I wonder,
The clearer I can see
It’s only my fault!
I am my own enemy.
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“I knew you had it in you. It was just not the right time”
“I still don’t understand…”
“You’ve been blind, sleeping, or too confused to see the potential you have in you but I’m glad you are now awake and ready to take on life’s challenges.”
“…”
“This opportunity you took, it’ll change your life and you deserve it because you, yourself are changing lives and you don’t even acknowledge it.”
“You always have this big words to say about me… thank you.”
“The words are too small compared to how big of a person you are.”-
I had a break but I want another one already
To go out, to walk, to breathe,
To return when it’s dark outside and cold
And spend the night in front of the telly dreaming.-
Dreams and wishes.
Both necessary
But just one can help you get further.-
Sometimes I feel like I have to thank you
For all the headaches you sometimes bring
Because it makes me a lot more stronger
And through tough times it gets me free.
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To smile I don’t want to forget
I want to keep my smiles in my back pocket
And even though life it’s hard and complicated
I want to be happy, that it’s my target.
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