an act of kindness




is a blessing

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by reading novels and escape the world we live in.

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even when I knew you will never love me back. Because I know love doesn't need to be mutual to be one.

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I'm not the one I thought I am..I am who I want to be..

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let you go, but what mattered most was your happiness than my own.

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I haven't watched your serial completely. I have watched only few episodes when I had time. I have watched it in Tamil since I don't know Hindi. Suddenly,one day you were trending on Twitter. I wanted to know what it was. Then I found out that you were a contestant of Bigg Boss and so many people were supporting you . I haven't watched Hindi Bigg Boss. I have watched only Tamil Bigg Boss. I saw a few clippings of you and Shehnaaz Gill on YouTube. I completely loved it. I adored you both so much. I loved the bond both of you shared. Those clippings made me so happy. And then, I used to stalk the Instagram profiles of Shehnaaz Gill and yours (Sidharth Shukla-realsidharthshukla) I stalked your profile recently. I saw a post of you supporting Afghanistan and I was thinking how great you were. Then when I was watching the news I heard that you are no more.(September 2,2021) I hate this day. Past few years have been so rough. We lost too many people. And now this news had made me numb. I can totally feel the state of mind of your mom(Rita Shukla mam),Shehnaaz Gill,your friends and your loyal fans.You are not lost. You can never be lost. You are alive in our hearts.

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you can always rely on me no matter what.

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the confidence that boosts me up.

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little did we know that we will fall deep into each other's eyes simultaneously and share love poems through the eyes one after the other.

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Because I hope that one day you will catch me and never let me go.

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