I asked him, "Will you be my shining star, guiding me through the dark?" He smiled softly, like a warm breeze,
"I'll be there for you, lighting your path, no matter how far."

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They say, "Move on, you're someone else's dream," but how do I tell them that he was my "dream boy" and my first love? I would wish for him in every universe, just not with the same ending we had in this one. How do I tell them that he was the one, and he is still the one? How do I tell them that no matter what, my feelings for him are never going to change? How do I tell them?

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I just want to hug my future Love and cry, feeling safe in his arms. It would be a release, a moment where I can let go of all the hurt and find comfort in his love.

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Dear moon, I hate you now for a reason,
Till 4 AM under your light, you saw them every day,
While I was crying in my bed, feeling so far away.
You watched them making love, their moments so sweet,
Now I’m left wondering if I’ll ever feel complete.

You felt my heart break, you saw all my tears,
While they were together, sharing my fears.
Did she take my place, does he hold her tight?
Dear moon, can you tell me, is everything right?

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Dear moon, you know I loved him so,
My heart wrote poetry just for him, you know.
You saw our love and how it made me smile,
under your glow, you also blushed seeing our love

I told you my dreams, my happiness and fears,
You watched her come in and saw all my tears.
Do they look better together in your light?
While I sit alone, missing him every night.

Did she love him more than I ever could?
Do they share a joy that feels so good?
You saw my heart break, you know how I feel,
Is he happier with her? Does she hold him tight?

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I still feel that shivering I had that night.

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He called me beautiful, but I told him to shut up
if he truly did, he wouldn’t be lusting after other women.

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I don’t miss him, I miss the love I was able to give with the trust I had in him.

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I still remember how painful that night was.
My eyes were so tired from crying, and my heart felt like it was breaking into pieces.
I could barely breathe while I cried, trying to stop myself from making any noise so no one could hear me.
I will never forget how I tried to hold everything in, It will always be a painful memory, and I don't think l'll ever be same.

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He would always whisper those three magical words to me ‘I’M ALL YOURS’ was his promise, his vow, his declaration of love. And I believed him with all my heart.

But little did I know, those words were nothing but a cruel lie. He shattered his promise, his vow, his love, when he chose her over me. The same lips that whispered 'I’M ALL YOURS' now whispered sweet nothings to another.

The same heart that beats for me now beats for her. And I’m left here at 4am, picking up the pieces of my shattered heart, wondering why I ever believed him.

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