WISH YOU WERE HERE FOR ME...

I'm here for you
Is a splendid lie
I fell for and lived
I'm a friend to you, they said
Nobody was ever there or ever will be instead
I was lively dead while I mourned
Friends said they care but they always betrayed and burned

I'm here for you
Is a gorgeous lie
I wanted to be the truth
I'm a friend, they all said
Nobody stayed nobody caught me while I pretend
I was so dead while I mourned
Friends said they care but they were always unconcerned

I wish you'd have asked more than twice
And cared while I lied
I wish that care was shown than said
And proved more than you tried to hide

I wish you were here for me
But it too late now to discuss this beef
I am no more around to understand and explain
Yes, I've lost my purpose and I'm drained

- AKSHADA

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Still alive...
I roll my eyeballs
Like I roll my dice
I see the humans
In the frame of demons
Those who watch me in bad way
Who follow me on every way
Those broken minds
And educated lies
Hands on me in worst days
Power to those criminal who stays
It's a girl being raped in all days
The professional stress of person life
Being boss the ego of Indian lives
Every time the same sufferer
I guess it was my birth certificate to survive
Rape wasn't her choice
And the rapist are still alive
Her soul was burned
But not those men who were done

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I'M STILL SEARCHING.. .

Your message didn't hit my inbox
All I search for is our talks
Somewhere I miss it so much
Nothing is left to be touched

In all faces I've been meeting
Only you are.. . I'm still searching
Our love was friendship
Where we lost it in relationship

We would have stayed long
Where did it all went so wrong?
In the piece of broken heart
I turned your ex scar

I'm still waiting for you
In search to knew
I'm still searching for you
If we could go back and live?

-AKSHADA
IG : @akshada_22

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Life

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Smile...

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Past

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Past

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DONE WITH HATE
It's so hard
When you move a little far
I am so lost
To find myself in frost
Going down
Deep in crowd
I was just so insane
Figuring my over thinking veins
Enjoying the deadline
Don't know who's mine
On the edge of time
Fearless and kind
Walking down
Tearing loud
It hurts to act like no worries
Beneath it's killing
Those words are bullets
And double standards in secrets
Shooting my pulse rate
I'm so.. so... so.., done with hate

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Treat

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Love love

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