Dearest stranger,

I love you because, loving you taught me what love is ? What it feels like being in love? What's that anxiety, what's that butterfly feeling? What's that pain of not being able to talk ? What's the excitement of that wait ?
I love you, because you have an unmatchable intensity in your beauty, your communication, your intelligence, your passion, your energy, your love, your emotions.
I love you because you have been there when no one else was, you have been that constant, that forever.
You always talk about my complicated rules, I am telling you, you fit into all of them, it feels like the universe just heard everything that was in my head and made up our relationship.

I don't know if you love me the same way as I do, but I am telling you, I am in love with the way you love me.

Even after staying this far, talking only once a while, meeting once in a long while, We have truly decoded the best form of friendship. The form that contains love, humour, fun, sadness, conflicts, but it grows. I know, we have come a long way, we have a long way to go.

Out of everyone I know, you are my dearest stranger

With love,
Harshit.

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तुम इतने शांत क्यों हो ?
कुछ कहते क्यों नहीं?
जो दिल में है, वो बोलते क्यों नहीं ?
क्या तुम मुझसे प्रेम करते नहीं ?
मैंने तो तुमसे सबकुछ कहा, पर तुम खुदके बारे में कभी कुछ बताते क्यों नहीं ?
दुनिया अभिव्यक्ति को ही प्रेम समझती क्यों है ?
क्या मैं तुमसे सिर्फ प्रेम कर सकता हूं? क्यों हमेशा प्रेम व्यक्त करने पर ही प्रेम कहलायेगा ?
मैं तुमसे असीमित प्रेम करता हूं । मैं कुछ कहता नहीं, क्योंकि मैं प्रेम में सिर्फ देना चाहता हूं। मैं सिर्फ तुम्हे सुनना चाहता हूं। तुम्हे खुश देखना चाहता हूं।
जब मैं प्रेम करता हूं तो मैं अपनी कमियां, खामियों, भयो को खुदके पास रखना चाहता हूं। मुझे लगता है मेरे नकारात्मक हिस्सा सिर्फ उसे पता होना चाहिए जो मुझसे प्रेम करता है, न कि उन्हें जिन्हें मैं प्रेम करता हूं।
जब मुझे ये महसूस होगा कि तुम भी मुझसे मेरे जितना प्रेम करती हो। तुम मुझसे इसलिए प्रेम करती हो क्योंकि तुम मुझसे प्रेम करना चाहती हो, इसलिए नहीं कि मैं तुमसे प्रेम करता हूं।।
उस दिन मैं सबकुछ कह दूंगा।
उस दिन मेरा सारा हिस्सा तुझे दे दूंगा। उस दिन मैं तू हो जाऊंगा, ओर शायद तू भी मैं हो जाएगी।।
क्या तुम मुझसे प्रेम करोगी ?


तुम मुझसे एक बार प्रेम करके तो देखो ।
तुम मेरी ओर एक कदम बढ़ा कर तो देखो।
मुझसे एक बार प्रेम करके तो देखो !

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I want you to be with me, because I hate loneliness.
I want you to be with me, because I like to be with you.
I like the intensity with which you listen to me.
I love your voice, your speech, the way you speak it.
I like you, because you take away my sadness.
I love your positivity, your happiness, your smile.
I like you for your flexibility, when you accept diverse opinions.
I love your aggressiveness, when you do not change your beliefs which you feel are absolutely correct.
I like your submissiveness for loved ones.
I love your humility.
I like the way you look into my eyes.
I love the way you read them.
I like your logic, rational and practical part.
I love the complex, complicated you and your emotions.
I like the way you minimise every mistake that I do.
I love the way you remember everything about me.
I love the way you love me.

What do you love about me ?
Both of it or just one ? Or None !!

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There is an intense noise and power in the silence. There is impeccable silence in the noise.
Can you see the happiness in the sadness or understand the sadness of the happiness ?
Do you see every truth as having an element of lie and every lie having the tinge of the truth ?
I tell you to believe in things and not to believe in them at the same time is moving closest to the truth.
Do you understand this duality ?
You might see the world as black or white, some may say it's in the grey.
The truth is, it's neither black nor white nor even grey. Its multicolored.

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Everyone looks at the world in terms of black and white. In terms of right and wrong. There are people who understand it as grey. But the truth is, it is neither black nor white nor is it grey, it is multicolored.
You either believe in god or don't believe in him. I tell you you can do both and that would be really going closest to the truth. Because the truth is we really don't know the truth.
You cannot match my intensity in understanding the loudness of the silence and sadness, and silence and sadness of happiest moments.
Those who understand the lie in the truth and the truth in the lie truly know the laws of the universe.
Understanding the sadness of the happiness and happiness of the sadness can only take you closer to understanding the universe.

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Dear Love,
I expressed my love so strongly with words and actions, but it always seemed less.
May be, words or even actions can never complete love.
Everything overt would always leave a scope of wanting more, which will never fullfill.
A love expressed would need more expression, an action done would create expectations of higher action. And there will always be sentences or actions that I wouldn't be able to express.
Could there be love, just pure love, pure bliss, where I don't say anything good or bad to you. Where I don't do anything for you. Yet I love you. I love you so strongly that I pray for you, I smile at you and my eyes show you the ocean of love, care and respect I have for you. May be all that matters is the intensity and strength of emotions that I feel for you.
May be, the love which moves beyond words, actions and even desire for the person to be present with you would be truly love.

Sometimes I might not utter a word, nor do any action, nor be present with you. Yet I love you immensely, does it not sound like godly love? This is exactly the way universe loves us.

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Life is like a rainbow, its we who have to fill different colors to it..
If u try working on one colour it will shine the brightest,but you will always be worried as to why u couldn't fill the other colors??
If u try working on all colours you will never reach perfection on one aspect of it and may feel desperate as Success is always about perfection and clarity in our society.
Is that success in filling one brightest colour really a measure of happiness in real life..??
Yes indeed it will fetch u some happiness.
But real pleasure lies in the balance..
It lies when u complete the rainbow..
Different colours in the rainbow will be your health,career,relationships,money and lot more..
If u work on one aspect of it,it may shine the brightest but can it match the pleasure of completing the rainbow.
For me,it should be all encompassing..
A desire less life Might definitely be peaceful.
But indeed the suffering in the life gives amazing beauty to it..
Let enjoy it,lets try completing the rainbow.

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सबसे ज्यादा मुस्किल क्या है??

सबसे ज्यादा मुस्किल है,
खुद हारकर दूसरो को जिताना।
ना समझे जाने पर भी सब कुछ बताना,
प्यार होते हुए भी उसे बयां न कर पाना।
शायद सबसे ज्यादा मुस्किल है,
रास्ते का पता होते हुए भी उस पर न चल पाना।
बार बार हारकर भी अपनी उम्मीदों को जगाना,
सबसे ज्यादा मुस्किल है,
बार बार हारकर भी जीत की तलाश पर जाना।
असाध्य बीमारियो से हसकर लड़ पाना,
शायद सबसे ज्यादा मुस्किल है,
दर्द में भी मुस्कुराना।

सबसे ज्यादा मुस्किल है,
खुद के सपनो को पूरा न कर पाना।
हमारी आसाओं का मर जाना,
शायद सबसे ज्यादा मुस्किल है,
खुद से हार जाना।।

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I do not know, what is the truth ?

For some, God exists and for others he doesn't but I don't know the truth.
Is it right to believe in god that we feel?
Or not to believe in god that we cannot see.

Is it the right thing to be focused on our goal to such an extent that we forget almost every other dimension of our life ?
Or it is about just trying to balance everything out ?
I donot know what is right ?

Everyone knows we need to abuse the person who abuses us.
Is it right to abuse the person who abuses us ?
Or it is just about being silent thinking the person who does this is ignorant of the real truth.
I don't know what is right thing to do?

Almost everyone has an answer and a truth, but I am unaware, what is right.
I don't know what is the right thing to do ?
Is it right to fall in love with someone forgetting every ifs and buts unconditionally?
Or is it all about calculated love where benefits direct our love?

People say middle path is a way out.
It never is; because it can definitely give you peace but it may never give you happiness and pleasures that you seek for.

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Those who don't want to fight donot face fewer battles,
But those who know how to fight face fewer battles.

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