It has been ages since
My eyes saw you last.
Your absence swelled within me
A universe or something even more vast.
.
As you walked past me today,
In the same lavender floral dress,
With no sign of acquaintance
On your still so pretty face,

I wonder if your love
Or this perfidy was fraudulent?
But either way the love no longer exists,
That kept me sentient.
.
Thence, from every ardour,
I safely refrain.
To spare myself, this excruciating pain.
Yet she asks..
Would I fall in love again?
.
All I could say was,
I would,
If I could.
If only I could..! ♥️

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What did you lose?
.
Everything.
When you lose a best friend, you lose a home..!
And if you don't have a place to return to when you are lost then nothing you have matters.
So yes, I lost everything. 💔

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How do you describe their story?
It was as if they were on two adjacent escalators moving in opposite directions. At the start of the journey they thought they were moving close to each other but in the later half they realised the irony.

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Teri Berukhi ki Aag se pighal jaun,
Main maum ka woh putla nahin..
Tere iss mehfil main Neelam hokar aaj,
Main Tutta hoon jarur par bikhra nahin.

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It's been long since this silence has filled up my otherwise empty heart.
She constantly keeps asking me why don't I write anymore. She is ignorant of the heap of crumbled papers in my dustbin. She keeps asking if I no longer believe in love. She is unaware of the fact that my pen and words are still loyal to her.
But now things have changed. The ink that once kept me tied to her now sings ballads of this solitude.
In a vague attempt to answer her questions I ask her, "Have you ever been so addicted to something or someone that Armageddon even seems infinitesimal in front of her absence?"
She replied, "yes".
"Then wait till you fall out this addiction. You will realise how such big things and a major part of your life went by without you paying any heed, cause you were busy admiring your own snares. you will curse yourself then. But by then you will have nothing left. Not even your addiction. Only remorse."
She asked, "so is it the remorse preventing you from writing?"
"No, it's the lack of it." 🖤

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You won't.!!!

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Tujhse jyada tere ishq
Ki mujko aadat hai.
Mujh mein, khud se jyada,
Tere liye Mohabbat hai.
Khuda se tujhe kaise mangu,
Tu hi to meri ibadat hai.
Jo ek pal main vula diya mujhe,
Kaise yeh teri Mohabbat hai.
Jo tujhe chahke v bhula Na paun,
kaisi yeh meri chahat hai.
.
Ki ab tujshe jyada,
Tere Dard ki mujhko aadat hai. ❤️

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You.









You

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Moments pass by like sands of time,
Being away from you in this timeless space,
For my soul, it is the greatest crime,
Against oblivion my heart does race.
.
My needs, my wants all end at you,
You are so near, yet so far.
Like the shimmering rays against the fading dew,
My mind and heart are in a state of war.
.
Your heart my love, your beauty my lust,
Can't let my love go in vain.
For you are the one my heart does trust,
The reason why still it bears the pain.
.
For moments passed like years between,
About your eyes since last I thought.
Thoughts about love serene,
In dilemma I think, I love you BUT...
.
Every moment finds you farther from me,
Is it a fallacy that love never fails?
I believe in love, in love for thee,
Your presence for which my heart still wails..!
.
Come. Hold my hand and a step you take,
Come, dance with me, from the eve to sunshine.
Your dreams in sleep don't let me awake,
Just be anything but forever be mine. ❤️

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'Ek Naam mein kya rakha hai'
Keh kar woh Yun Chali gayi..
.
Mere naam se us mohabat ki badnami mitane mein,
Puri zindagi Guzar gayi..!

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