Happiness doesn't allow me to write,
So I drown myself in sorrow.

I figured if I have words,
I will need nothing.

~something about dead poet's society~

-

The world
fits in my fist
and in becoming small,
it becomes
larger than me.

~i appear smaller. so does my problem.~

-

The mess has stopped flowing.
Nothing more to come.
The wreckage after a severe flood;
the silence in a funeral house.

~it's time~

(Read in caption)

-

I am afraid
that if I ever saw you
all the things will keep rushing back.
And I will forget what you said.
And I will forget what you did.
And I will only remember
how much I missed you!
And how much I loved you!
And I'd take you back.
And you'd do it all again.
You'd hurt me all again.
So no, I do not want you anymore.
And for that, I never want to see you
- Ever again.
Because maybe I do not hate you
as much as I loved you.

-

Evening, 6 'o' clock.
He cannot love me anymore
and I cannot find reasons
to love him anymore.

~ love that ran out ~

(Read in caption)

-

The flowers in my garden bloom
when I least expect them to.

I have found hope in
unimaginable conditions.

~ never lose hope ~

-

I chuckle at the irony
of the rest of the world
and me;
they should have stayed in
and I should have stepped out,
it would have
saved us all.

~ 1.5m . Apart . Social . Distance ~

(Read in caption)

-

When last night you
did not return
I knew better than to
wait for you
but I ended up doing
the exact opposite.

~i find myself by the door
every morning~

-

I would like you
to be happy
when you see me -
like when you find
a 5 dollar bill
in the pocket of your
old denim.

~old denim~

(Read in caption)

-

I cross boundaries
of thoughts and belongings,
pour selfcare in a mug
and have it for breakfast.

~a will so weak~

(Read in caption)

-