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Joined 18 November 2018


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Joined 18 November 2018
20 NOV AT 10:26

I: How would you define yourself as?

Interviewee:
A human. Before anything else, a human. I'm vulnerable like a ship. I might be all steel and iron outside, but the insides are hollow. One mistake, one carelessness, and I can be the next Titanic. Sometimes, I know I come off as unfriendly and grave, but trust me, I'm only taking my time to test and trust. There is no point in repeating the same mistakes, and then healing from it all over again. It's a waste of time, and there's hardly any time for us here.โ€” % &I: What are your regrets?

Interviewee:
I don't regret. As I said earlier, there's hardly any time for us here, so why would I want to waste it on something I can't change? One of the many notions that I have put my faith in is to live without regrets. Whether a thing made me cry, or smile, or smile after making me cry, or cry after making me smile, I don't regret it. It's done.โ€” % &I: If you were given three wishes, what would you ask for?

Interviewee:
I don't know what I would wish for, because if I had something like 3 wishes with me, I'm sure I would take an eternity to decide. I thought of this wish that nobody sleeps with an empty stomach ever again, but then, my mind is kind of strange. The next instant, I was hit by this realisation that it might lead to cannibalism, because practically, no one can just raise a magic wand and, whoosh, all the people have platters of food in front of them. So, I would really need to think and refute and combat my mind before I can finally ask for things (and I hope there is a deadline~ I'd never be over with overthinking otherwise, hehe).โ€” % &I: Comfort zone is something we've often heard of. What do you think being out of it is like?

Interviewee:
The first word that wiggled its way through my mind was loss. And it's not even about metaphors here. It's just the state of mind that I am in. Anything you say, anything you ask, anything you do, I will find my path to loss. I'm wrapped in a blanket from hand to toe, but warmth is what I've lost. I know the exact point where it is resting, the exact distance from where I am to where it is, but knowing isn't enough. Even the need to be near it isn't enough. That, for me, is being out of the comfort zone.โ€” % &I: Imagine yourself waking up, one day, to an emptiness that you've not known for long now. How would you feel?

Interviewee:
Picture this. One minute, you're smiling and bidding goodbye, and the next minute, you're in a room with no one. It's the most lonely and alone you've ever been in your life. You get up, and see yourself in the mirror, and you realise that it needs cleaning. So you pick a cloth up, and wipe the mirror, and see yourself. Slowly, gradually, the reality starts to hit you. There is no one. No one whom you know in your building, in your surroundings, in your city. There are people, there are crowds, but you watch yourself flowing down your eyes. How does it feel? Felt, to me, like death would.
The emptiness we create inside is more often than not, the result of the void outside.โ€” % &To be continued...โ€” % &

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7 NOV AT 17:28

Is it time now?

Because if it so, I'm not ready.
I'm not at all ready. I can never be.

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23 OCT AT 22:10

Melancholy sits on my eyelids,
I try to wave it off to the air,
but before it evaporates,
it tears me down,
it scars my cheeks,
it burns my heart,
it breaks me into who I am
and then, it becomes the clouds,
which shower their drops
on someone else's face.

No wonder, we love rains.



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16 OCT AT 10:54

~ The Charlatan's Game ~

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14 OCT AT 23:38

~ Lord Shiva of Colours ~





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13 OCT AT 23:11

Till Death
Do Us Part



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12 OCT AT 23:11

// A Letter To You //


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11 OCT AT 22:16

// Metanoia and Cadence //











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15 SEP AT 13:59

I love.

It is incomplete.

Some verbs are verbose.










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5 SEP AT 23:40

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