Pain

Pain to me is your all unwanted desires
Pain to me is your every unspoken goodbyes.
Pain to me is failed awaited calls.
Pain to me is your mysterious brushing of lips into the deepest body,
To enrage insolent introverted emotions.
Pain to me is my tumultuous emotions after every thrust.


The pain of hesitance diluted with your soft touched tongue,
Blinding into a metaphorical movement with every insertion of that magnificent fingers.
Complacency, overpowering the fleeting hopes of You getting inside and meshing with my intricate soul.
Forging of painful pleasure - with all iota of sensual enmeshing ...

That pain to You is the pleasure to me.

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It's all comes down to a choice.
A choice of bettering,
Of taking the detouring route,
Amidst all the seemingly 'bests'.

A choice of choosing,
A Home - away from home.

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The one who didn't promise 'forever', stayed.

Happy Bestfriend's Day!

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I love to kiss pain.

That brings me close to you.

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No matter how far you go,
Which path you tread,
Wherever you reside,
Which body you embrace,

I will have you in my poetry.

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Will aestheticization of soul blur out your love for me?

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Nature enobled you inside me
Taking contemplative desires to a different vastness!
The memories of the dawn that sleepless winter gave
Had a miniscule desire for forever love.
Awestruck at the architecture of your smile,
Making me drown into a shadowy reflection of Love.
A sense of a dichotomy of beginning and ending!!!
A sense of lusture is reflected in the potent sweet memories, making celestial bodies vulnerable...
A long homesickness to go back to those memories and reliving there again , again and again, can be felt. ❤️
Quite drenched in love but still hopeless to search for it.

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Maybe, hearts are mended, again and again,
Just to be broken.

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And when you are addicted to your solitude, engrossed in yourself...
There's no coming back!

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No man could ever give her identity
And inside her I found 'I'.

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