Some people will say you're too old
Some might say you're too young
Some people will say you're too matured for your age
Some might say you think too much like a child
Some people will say you're self cantered
Some might say you care to much
Some people will say stop, don't go any further
Some might say keep on going, don't give up
If you're gonna listen to what "SOME PEOPLE" have to say about you all the time you might not end up living a life of yours but that of "SOME PEOPLE"

JUST DO YOU

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Sometimes we think what we're looking for is soo far away,
We ignore all the steps that help us try to find a way,
When in reality,
What we seek is just in front of us,
Eradicate the hue and it'd be staring right at us,
Don't take the little help for granted,
For consignment of little helps takes you a big leap in life.

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I don't want a man who would just encourage me to keep going by mere words

Who would tell me I look pretty by mere words

Who would show his support to me by mere actions

Or...............

Who would congratulate me for achieving a milestone by mere gifts

Instead..............

Someone who would hold my hand in his and lead our every step of the way

Who would look at me and quote a poem of his own admiring every feature of my being

Who would show his support to me by ensuring every obstacle ahead of me is being squashed by him in consistency

And.................

Who would show me how much he appreciates my work by his involvement in my every step of the way

I DON'T WANT A BOY, I WANT A MAN

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When it seemed liked the world was crashing in on you at one point in time
But you found your life long line
You appreciated it
You clung to it
And you made the effort to work through it
All alone you thought you were
But let me now make one thing clear
You have a family
A family who is always cheering for you
A family who is always loving you
And a family who is always looking up to you to achieve the best in life
And honestly
I as your sister
Admires you
Adores you
And loves you soo very much
Enjoy such a wonderful day
As it was a day a fearless and loving angel was brought on earth
Happy birthday to you
My bougie sister
My stunning sister
My cool sister
And my own cartoon network
May you have a blessed day

- Aham

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One thing about me,
Your negativity doesnt discourage me,
No,
Not at all,
It angers me,
It angers me so much
So much that I've learnt to channel that anger into something else,
Into something productive
Yes,
I've learnt to channel that anger into my own personal drive,
I've learnt to fuel it into my own personal initiative,
Oh yes!
I've used such anger to achieve many things in life,
Where now I've gotten to a point that I don't even need encouragement,
Oh no!
I don't need any of your encouragement,
I needed it back then,
Back then when I thought your approval was everything,
Back then when I thought without it I couldn't move forward,
But don't worry
Now I've found my own solution to achieving my goals,
And you play no part in it.

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I was so happy today,
I was happy,
I was,
I had planned our whole day out,
How we would wear matching outfits,
How we would hold hands taking a stroll,
How we would have dinner at our favourite restaurant,
How I would look into your deep orbs and confess my feelings,
And how you would look into mine an confess yours,
In fact I was ecstatic,
But then I saw you with her,
Wearing matching outfits,
Holding her hand,
Looking through her deep orbs,
Grinning from ear to ear,
Serene laughter bubbling out of her mouth,
I felt sad,
I felt useless,
I felt embarrassed,
I felt ashamed,
I felt broken,
How could you,
How could you give me love signals and turn them off abruptly?
How could you hurt my feelings?
How could you hurt me this much?
How could you look at my retreating form and make no effort to stop me?
I'm sad to even say I once loved you?
I'm embarrassed to say I once loved you?
I'm ashamed to say I once loved you?
Especially when I know you never loved me back.

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Can you stop acting like a child so we can just talk about it all?
Can you just come forth and admit all your mistakes?
Can you quit taking your frustration out on naive people?
Can you start acting like the man you claim yourself to be?
You know, saying these make me think,
Are you not just acting like a child but actually are one?
Are you just too pompous to admit your mistakes or are ignorant as to whether you have any?
Are you just always taking delight in conveying your frustration on others?
Are you just actually not a man but still a boy?
Having all these questions about you,
I'm starting to wonder,
That maybe,
Just maybe,
You were just not right for me.

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I cry all night long,
My pillow catching all my tears,
My pillow comforting me with it's soft cushion,
My pillow urging me to look up to a brighter tomorrow,
To a promising future,
I know it might sound weird,
I know it is weird,
But I find more comfort in my pillow than in you humans,
You humans who always try to preach humanity,
You humans who always try to teach immaculacy,
How can you teach humanity when you're not even human?
And how can you teach immaculacy when you're not immaculate?
How can you claim to see through people's deceptive opinions?
And affirm to people's misleading judgement,
But cannot see through other's pained smiles,
And cannot see through their agonised laughter,
But here we are,
Situated in a world where people who claim to uphold their values and virtues don't even live virtuous lives.
What else can we do but live in it,
It's not even like there's much time to live through it.
...WiWo...

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I'm tired,
I'm just so tired,
You don't look for me anymore,
I'm beginning to think you don't even care about me anymore,
Do you?
Waiting for you to just check up on me is a tiring streak in itself,
I wish i could check up on you first,
I wish,
I just wish,
But I'm not having the willpower to do so,
I'm not having the strength to lead a dead conversation,
A conversation I know you won't entertain whatsoever,
Just please check up on me.
...WiWo...

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You ask me how I am,
Then I say I'm fine,
You ask me how I am again,
And I say I'm fine.
Is that your only means of communicating with me?
By just accepting my colloquial response?
Then I sit there and ask,
Do you even really care or are you using me to entertain your boredom?
Do you care,
Do you even care,
Do you care how literally I take your concern,
Oh can I even consider it concern!
I sometimes forget you are using me to sustain your entertainment,
Can't you ask how my day went
And when I say "fine" you ask me to give an account of how fine,
Do you even care,
Please tell me if you actually care,
Because you raise my hope,
By asking me how I am,
You raise my hope so much and then crash it by saying "cool" to my "I'm okay"
Just please tell me if you actually care,
"PLEASE"!
...WiWo...

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