A relationship in which you are scared to tell the truth, which restricts your dreams, your individuality, and your liberty is not a relationship, it is a prison. And yes, unfortunately you are in love with a brutal jailor.
I wanted to be invisible and then I switched off my phone for a couple of days, guess what? I actually felt the power of invisibility. Woah!! Try Once, it really works. Sir H. G. Wells, are you listening? It is not a fiction anymore.