I wonder, how life would be.
How would people treat me?
Will it be different if I expressed my feelings,
Raw and unfiltered.
As deep as the oceans,
As clear as the crystals.
Will they see me as something dangerous?
Or I will still be the same to them,
I just wonder.

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Pyaar toh maine saccha kia tha,
Jhute toh aapke wade the!
Emotions toh mere asli the,
Fake toh woh sare khwaab the!

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Ek ajeeb safar raha tha mera,
Sab kuch pane ki raah me
Khudko bhula baithi thi.

Dosti or dushmani ko bhi maine
Andekha sa kar diya tha.

Abh jab mur ke dekha,
Toh na dost the na dushman.

Kuch arsa laga yeh samajhne me,
Ke maine khudko hi kho diya tha.

Or abh jab me badal gayi hu,
Toh kuch bhi anmol na raha.

Sochti hu toh hasi aati ha khudpe,
Apna gurur bhi toh me tor ayi hu!

Ek ajeeb safar ha mera,
Khudko paane ki raah me,
Sab kuch luta baithi hu.

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Zara sambhalke mohtarma,
Kahi "khushi" ki talab me aap
"Sukoon" ka hi sauda na kar de.

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Dusro ka dil dukhake
Khudko masum samajh baithe ho
Aap se toh hum izhar-e-afsos bhi na kare
Kahi aap humne hi na mujrim thehra de

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For someone it's all about survival,
For someone it's all about being in the spotlight,
Little do they know,
living the life is far better than just surviving.
Little do they know,
being in a crowd has it's own fun.
Sometimes it's better to have a normal life,
instead of an extraordinary one.
Sometimes peace lies in a cup of coffee,
instead of those expensive dishes in a fancy restaurant.
                                                    

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Fake were my emojis,
Fake were my emotions.
For your kisses never contended me,
For your eyes never delighted me.
Being stuck in the curve of his smile,
Being stuck in the lift of his hug,
Your laugh remained unnoticed,
Your love remained unperceived.
I am sorry I lied,
I am sorry you cried.

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After all the harsh truth,
The mild lie felt so confronting.
After all the genuine hate,
The fake love felt so satisfying.

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Do you know?
You are really very understanding,
But you know what!
You never tried to understand me.

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