Live before it's late
Love before it's late
Smile before it's late
Eat before it's late
Study before it's late
Travel before it's late
Talk before it's late
Sleep before it's late
Prioritise health before it's late

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Eyes without tears for long
Last night she cried a lot
Screaming deadly I heard
Who said negligence don't cost much.

Felt enough, experienced enough the day
Realised god had graced her a lot
Pieces of her scattered along the way
Man ki maani, did manmaani all the way.

Grateful for things she had, she lost it all
Every loss was hurting a bit more
Hammered all together was hard my lord
Don't feel like living a day more.

What worst the year suppose to bring
Eyes rolled over the ceiling
Clouds will pass they said
Scars will be healed wasn't guaranteed in it.

Hopeless and sitting in a corner
Thoughts scared shit the out of the night
How long more she need to bear?
Is it over?

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I have two modes,
Either Very conscious, and conservative
Or I don't care about the world

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Dear Jy,
I know you are overthinking. You really want to talk to Aniket, no your therapist is not replying. You are feeling stuck and cannot help yourself. Aniket is not replying to your message, things are getting completed, you are getting into mental state of overthinking again and you are observing the change and you feel like crying. You are losing trust on yourself. You can't withstand your decision. Your therapist tried her , Aditya tried hard but you still running to that fire that might burn you. When too much people try to save you, you start relying on them because you know they will save you. This makes you weak. You are seeking a external person to save you, your fallback, expecting someone else to save you. And they are not doing it and you feel more anxious now . What if none is coming to save, none to protect, none to hear your rant, none to help. You are yours for everything. Will you do altu faltu kaam? Do you see the problem now? Are you seeing what's going wrong now? It's people whom you are sharing everything with hope that they can fix you. None can fix you other than you. :)

I love you Jy. Good luck.

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You know what's worst thing a person can do, it is to give so much at once and then stop giving it.

I just pray god, never steal anything from me , and don't give me something that you want to steal later . I can't handle that.

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Keep checking on the important people you have in life,
You never know what someone is going through.

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Nothing hurts me more than thinking of time I wasted on wrong person,
And taking granted the green flags,
But i tell myself whatever happened happened,
I can't let my present get affected because of past regrets,
Happiness is everywhere, in every moment I choose,
God is powerful and his blessings are even more powerful.
Magic happens to the whole world,
And the magic of my part is already started,
Light is around, I am getting it already

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One thing i lately realised is,
Just stick to one advise, tutorial, discussion, if you wanna make progress in one direction.
Too much opinions just leads to confusion.
Stick once you decided the decision.

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Words hold power
Words hold energy
Love, smile, win and embrace
Enjoy every little thing!

Colors in world everywhere
With more shades of blue like my nail colour
Pink please and green and purple
Vibrant energy filled in there.

Eyes loves the cloud
Heart filled with gratitude
Paint the colour of everything bright
And the beautiful rainbow is here.

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The roads are clean,
Air is better outside there :)

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