Just when I thought I knew it all, you brought a new book.

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May this night pass quick, and if possible, I with it.

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Every wondered how you'll die?


I want to die on the roof pool of a condo at sundown. Astep in at a time, clothed in satin or linen, letting it caress my skin, letting go of each breath at a time. Going down with the sun and not rising with it at dawn.

Buried under a beautiful tree to rest for eternity.

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Tonight, an Angel weep for you.

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"Maybe it's hard to comprehend happiness sometimes.....
Because I am the type to think happiness doesn't last forever"

So I shield myself from feeling true happiness and think only of the worst of every suitation.

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Every pore,
Every pimple,
Every rough edge,
I love imperfect you.

Every stutter,
Every stammer,
Every timidity,
I love imperfect you.

Every step,
Every joke,
Every laugh,
I love imperfect you.

Every now,
Every then,
Every forever,
I love imperfect you.

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Loving someone who will never love you back

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Dance like a fool and take off my shoes with no rhythm letting the music guide my foot, nothing to loose on a night as full.

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GIFT
I wish you could feel my pain from a smile.
I wish you could know how hurt I have been from a single touch.
I wish you could tell my story from a single look.
I wish you could sense my insecurities from a little word.


But you can't, so I guess not all are gifted like me.

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BATH TUB

Cool breathe caress me at this lovely night,
honking like music to my ears, car light and star light feels magic to my soul.

I step in tip toeing, like I have someone in my empty bed,
Ignoring the warmth that it offers at this very night.

snow white,
I run the cold water, a step in and I couldn't feel nothing, my head back and this feels like home.

Sterling silver on my right hand, the vien of left excited like it's summer.
So many pain
So many hurt
I open my mouth yet no words to quality and quantify how I feel,
So I choose to bleed the words instead and let go of it all,
Let go of the pain,
Let go of the hurt,
Let go of the shame,
Let go of the angst,
Let go of the anger,
Let go of my insecurities,
Let go of my fear.

I will bleed, bleed
BLEED and bleed till I have nothing to lose and have nothing to feel.

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